shayati

2008-09-16T17:12:00.002+08:00

sch has been great . i gues so ..
heh . well , basically its all abt coaching ..
which i think it is quite useful . bt yet . it seems to be like free period fer most of the time .
huhu .. as fer my class . heh . jgn harap full attendance ..
padahal its like fer our own gd .. & N level is like gonna to continue in like wad .. less den two weeks ? heh .. lg ade org bleh maen2 lg ..haiyo ..
aniway , mira asked me dis qn yesterday ..
u were given two type of guys . one is the type tt love u very much & u oso love him bt he goes to other girl fer pleasure . & another one is the type tt u bof love each too bt wenever he wans pleasure he will go to u . which one will u choose ? & my ans was the first one .. heh .. wad abt u guys ? hmm .

1 more day to putera shahley bdae .. m i rightt ? hee .
2 more days to azhar bdae ..
3 more days to hydher bdae ..
5 more days to nurul bdae ..
7 more days to cyril bdae ..
9 more days to asy'ari , faisal & abg ali bdae ..
12 more days to wafiy bdae ..
& 13 more days to hisham & mine bdae ... & oso continuation of N level !! hee ....

aniway ,, hapy advance bday to all !!! huhu ..
i noe its like waaaaaaaay to early to wish huhu .. bt hu cares. ..

2008-09-07T17:41:00.002+08:00

hmm . im gonna say thanx to u ..
cox .. u oreadi did something tt i tot u wudnt do .. as u did say ryt , tt u dun wan to do it ??
hmm .. aniway , 22 more dayss baby !! huhu ... [ to my N level laaa ... hehe .. ]
i have a crush on someone .. but i think its just an infatuation .. [ nie part tak perlu kn ?? i n0e .. abh tak tau nak ckp ape lg kn .... hmm. ]
hmm ... pape laaa yer ...
btw , mira tnx fer the short yet sweet post u got dere ... syg kauu .. heee ...
& u might b wondering y i nvr talk to u much ryt?? hmm ..
actuali , its ntg .. just tt... heh .. i got ntg to tok .. huhu .. && to be honest , i sometimes cant share things wif u lyk i share wif maz ... pls dun b hurt wen i tel u dis ... bt .. i just dunnoe y .. seriously , mcm susah nk share bende ngan kau. ... hmm .. aniway , u r still my syg & my fren kayy ??
& pls dun b sad2 always ... b hapy2 kayy ?? smile always will ya ?? hope to see u baq next yr mira... N level uat betol2 kayy ??

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tdy gonna break fast at nenek hse ..
hmm wonder wads fr buka ?? huhu ..
cik pomet will b dere too .. i n0e his name like a bit weird huh ? well , nie laa org dulu2 ksh namer ... heee .. his real name is suparman actuali ... huhu ... more like superman huh ? heee ... okayy crap ...
hmm .. i miss my nenek laaaaa .... huhu ....
kayy laaa ... bbye ppl !! (:

2008-09-06T12:36:00.002+08:00

hmm , im ALMOST att .. BT .. i rejected him ..

cox .. i want to stay sgl!! huhu ..

im too hurt to fall in love .. nt aft wad _______ & _______ did to me ..

well , some more its N level ..

hmm . enuf wif relationshp ..

i screwed up in my EL N LEVEL PAPER 1 ..ergh !! tnx to the letter writing ..

hmm .. the next ppr is on the 29 ! it is oso my day !!

huhu .. & on tt day haf three papers .. chem , phy & maths paper 1 ..

erm ... did i tel u tat my sec 1's close frens r frens again ?? i gues nt huh ..

well , we or five of us r frens again .. lyk we used to ..

we haf put our past behind .. & yea .. we r baq on the teacher's day celeb ..

so yea .. bt i still feel awkward tho talking to dem ..

soo ppl .. do take care yea ? & gd luck to those hu taking N level .. or rather all hu r taking the exams or upcoming exams ..

2008-09-01T13:30:00.003+08:00

counting down how many days left to my big day & N level .

which obviously starts tomorrow !!

& i cant believe tt i cn still sit in front of dis laptop .

haiyo . ape nak jadi nie ?? hmmm .

i wan to gain baq my 9 points cn ?? or rather less than that . hmmm ,

well , tdy commemorates the first day of fasting mth !! weee .

hehe ... time to lose weight ! hahah . hopefully yer ?

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erm2 ,

cn i love u again like i used to ?

the picture __________ . i noe . heh . cant sayy the werd . its fasting mth baby ! .. huhu ..

2008-08-29T22:38:00.003+08:00

first of all wud like to wish all the teachers a HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY .
huhu . went to sch early tdy to prepare fer the celeb in class .
bla3 . we did muay thai after the morning assembly & all the awards given .
& i think the muay thai thing is like tak perlu sia . cox like nt everyone co-operates .
huhu . den2 . went baq to class . the deco all are s0oo0 beautyy .. heee .
i didnt took any pics cos i was rushing to sch in the morning & i forgot my cam !
haish . bla3 . watched performance & it was splendid . hee .
aft tat went baq to my pri sch . which is tampines north primary .
huhu . all i wan to say is .......... MENDAK !!!
nt alot of ppl came baq to the primary sch . oni the sec 1s & 2s tt came baq .
the ppl tt i oni saw was the ppl tt im nt tt close ..

hmmm , my ex class mates that turn up was oni the malay boys ..

tuuu pon aku cabot biler aku nmpk [ insert name ] nak dudok mkn .

huhu .
malu laaaaaaaaa konon ... hahah . ..

den went hme & washed up & off to 405 to study . wif nisa & nury .

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N LEVEL IS NEXT WEEK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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just to let u guys noe & just to make it clear .
IM SINGLE !!! im NOT attached !!! haish ...
& i dun like samir animore .. the 3 1/2 years of waiting has ended ..

i cant simply just wait fer him right ? hmm ,, simply because we r nt meant to b an item .

his nt suitable fer me either . [ i just realised that . ]

hmm , kayy denn .. i shall end it here . bbye ! (:

2008-08-26T21:20:00.002+08:00

heh . haish .. went to study wif nisa , aida , nury & fit .
bt fit never study . heee .
& ohh im ridhwan's daughter ! hahahah .. [inside joke] ... heh .
hmmm , first tend to study social studies .
take out all the notes put on the table .
read thru . den turn off . switch to maths .
heeee . i dun tend to score in social studies laaaa . hehe ...
ehk , wanna noe wad ? i scored fer my history SBQ !! heeee . the SEQ dun wanna say anything .
huhu . it was terriby & badly done !! hah . & im lyk four marks away to boderline passs . haish .
den juz nw half thru studying saw someone frm my past . my BLACK past . haish .
dun wanna say anything abt dis . cox , TAK PENTING untk di-type . heeee .
tat's all . im done here . huhu .

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i hope ure reading this , bt just to tell u & make it clear to u . i n0e ive been waiting fer u fer 3 1/2 yrs . bt some wud said tt it wasnt worth it . cox i wasnt faithful enuf . cox i was having bf all dis while . bt jus to make it clear to u , im nt hoping or waiting fer u nimore . cox i noe u wun . & i noe u oni treat me as fren bt nt more den tat . tats wad i heard frm ur NCC fren . & i cant simply just wait fer u lyk an idiot ryt ? i gotta move on . & ya i did . & im nt waiting fer u nimore . cox i noe u lyk some one else . do take care of her if u were to b wif her one day . im just hoping tt u will study hard fer ur N level & will nt go to ITE . cox i noe u cn do it . lyk i said in my letter tt tym follow ur heart nt mind . tnx fer treating differently frm others . if u get wad i mean . (: ohh before i ferget . pls dun accept tt person if u pity her . accept her if u LOVE her . (:

kayy im done here too .
bbye !
haf a nice day peeps ! (:

2008-08-23T22:07:00.003+08:00

ive fallen in love wif SECONDHAND SERENADE !!
huhu ...
hmmm .. all their songs r nice !! heeee ...
done wif prelims paper yesterday !
& nw time to wait fr the results & oso N level which starts in less den 1 week ?
ya ... so nid to study hard fr MALAY !!!
heeee ...

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m i making the right decisions ??
y do i always make the wrong decisions & end up hurting myself ??
first it was the break up wif ibnur . den nw , this thing wif [ insert name ]
i think i made the wrong decisions by asking u to choose her . wen in fact , im NT okayy wif it .
& u do noe tt . u tol me tt she is ur admire . bt the truth is actuali ure her EX ! wow . wonderful aint it . cant u differentiate which is which ?? & ure telling me tt she's the first one & so u haf to go to her .. lyk wadever laa sia .. u do noe tt im gg to b hurt cox i tol u so . & u oso do noe tt im faking my smile bcox of dis cox i tol u so . in fact , i told u everything tt u shud noe . abt my feelings . bt , yet i feel lyk u r just making it like nothing happen . i noe i did told [ insert name ] too abt dis . & i told her tt im moving on . & tt's another mistake of me saying tt to her . tt 's because i was wif matt tt tym . & i do love him . bt like i told u before . i dunnoe y bt i cant love him like i love u . bt nw im nt wif hym animore . & im trying to get to u baq . bt it seems u r trying to avoid me drifting away frm me slowly .. i told u this before too . & u said isnt it gd so tat i wont get hurt by u . it really hurts me wen u said tt . bt still wen i rplied tt to u . u said something even more hurtful . hw cud u .. cudnt u b more understanding abt feelings ? lyk always , im used to get hurt .. & im soriie if i cant b understanding too . i noe its N level . bt nvm . im used to it . remmber wen i said i forgive those hu hurt my feelings before dey seek fr forgiveness , & u said soriie if u haf done anything wrong to me . den i said u did ntg wrong ? actually , im nt tt fully forgiven u .. i just cant . im soriiie ..

& to 72547 ...
i noe u treat me as fren & nothing more .. all i wanna say is . i nvr put any hope on u .... & some ppl might said tt the 4 yrs or be exact 3 & half yrs of waiting is nt worth it .. cox .. if i really waited fr u i shud nt haf any relationship ryt ? haish .. nevermind .. i hope u do follow my advice ... in studying .. i jus wan to see u baq in sec 5 ... im out of werds nw ... bt im sure u cn make it .. cox i believe in u .... (: gd luck in ur N level my fren !

2008-08-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

today is a break up day for some .
cool or wad ?
hah .
mcm daaa janji jer nak break samer hari ???
hmmm .
OKAYY CRAP .
hmmm . soooo . tdy , is a break up day fer me & one of my sch mate .
erm ,,, all i cn say tt mine was lyk gonna make u ppl go WTF .
Ohkayy . stp it . hmmm . & dis is the part where u guys shud go WTF . OKAYY CRAP . well , the thing is he dun wan me animore & he said im irritating . lyk WTH . i noe . hmmm . && dis thing started bcox of SMALL THINGS . & i repeat its SMALL THINGS . haish . hmmm .
shall nt say aniting abt my sch mate ... bt all i wan to say is , cheer up gerl , u haf ur wonderful frens by ur side . & doesnt mean u fail in this relationshp , u failed everything . u must focus on ur studies & put dis aside aite ? dun tink too much ...tak gune kau nak pikir kan pasl nie sume kay ?? && he is jus so [insert word] too let u go . & didnt see the true u .. gd luck in ur exams yea ? & do stay happy lyk u always do . (:

& i n0e u ppl wud said , "OMG ! SHAYATI SINCE WEN KAU ATT ?? TAK BILANG SEYY .... HMMM , KAU STEAD NGAN SAPE ?? DA BRAPE LAMER ??" BLA3 & SO ON & SO FORTH . hmmm . bbye peeps .

2008-08-18T22:19:00.001+08:00

songs by secondhand serenade

Goodbye Lyrics

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can’t breathe
Either way I can’t breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I’m losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Like A Knife Lyrics

I did a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,But promise that you'll stay.
'Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away'

Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both good for detected pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.

'Cause today, you walked out of my life
(stay with me, or watch me bleed)
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(i need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life

2008-08-15T20:17:00.003+08:00

y do i shed tears wen i see ur photos wif her & oso at her profile ??
y isit hard fr me to let u go ??
y isit hard fr me to frget u ??
wad is so special abt u tat until i deeply fell in love wif u ??
wad did u do to me until i cant frget u ??
why must i face this confusion all over & over again ???
haish ...

kayy enuf wif dis emo-ing thing ... huhu ...
ermm , sch was as usual ...
nt until i got stomach cramps during the one period of maths & two periods of PE .
in total of 1 1/2 hour of pain ..
bt i juz endure it .. b4 PE pei juan gave me pills to let it gone ...
bt i oni ate it during recess which was aft PE ...
&& seriously it was reali painful ..
i nvr had dis kind of pain b4 sia ...
i cant even walked properly ...
den half thru recess went up to class to sleep fr awhile ...
until i saw something ...
which im nt gg to mention ... heee ..
aft recess go sickbay ..
was forced to ...
den at dere continued sleeping ... fr juz one half period .. heee ..
cox i wanna n0e my EL prelims mark ... huhu ... sanggup tau ...
huhu ...by den my cramps had gone ............

aft sch wen to study outside sch wif maz till 2 .. den go in baq sch ...
huhu .. fr maths class ...
bla3 ... aft tat went to K.C. met mul , zam , dil , safwan & somemore ah ...
heee ... watched dem played dis game .. dunnoe wad it called . bt it seems to b interesting ...
huhu .... u juz need to add or minus or multiply or divide the number ..
heeeee ...

i love my baby matt & dearest 72647 & cute 34999 !!! huhu ..

2008-08-12T21:04:00.013+08:00

& nw the batam pics . hee .
dis one got alot of my cute & chubby nephew pic . huhu .

my mom .

tembam kn aku ?? heee .

AFNAN !!!

his a photogenic[sp ?] baby . huhu .

hello , im afnan . u r ?

that is his mum .

nothing better to do .

grandmum & grandson . behind is his father .

isnt the scenery is nice ??

kayy tats all . im done fr nw ! heeee . wanna watch tv liao . huhu ..

2008-08-12T19:38:00.021+08:00

kayy , here r the pics .

juz bear wif it . dere's alot . huhu .

& i dun take video . cox i cant . the time is nt enuf to take video . huhu .
bt , b4 tt . i shall say something ferst . i got my results baq ! oni fr MALAY & SS .

the marks r all very shocking . esp fr malay . as the ppl hu r xpected to score higher ,either fail , borderline or pass . hmmm , shall nt say hw much i get fr bof .. huhu . will tell u wen im done wif all papers . heeee . & nw here's the pics ! :]

dis is the band . dey played the song which sounds lyk the NCC song . huhu .

ncc girls contigent !! woohoo .. hee ..

see anything ?? it's the kite ! huhu .

dis one is the parachute [sp?] thingy .

& it has started to land ...

n it's time to sing the national anthem . let us sing out loud & wif proud . huhu .

the five plane . hee . correct me if im wrong . huhu . bt wait . where is the other one ??

the heart shape .

& off they go .

the starting of the fireworks .

dis is the real fireworks . which starts at 8pm . wait . let me rephrase tat . it's the actual fireworks . huhu .

isnt it nice ? heee .

dis r the ppl hu take pics & video of the fireworks . huhu .

the last firework of the day!

aft the whole nyt out . tired face . huhu .

tats all the pics fr NATIONAL DAY . next up pics at batam . huhu . bt shall post it at next post yea ? heee.

2008-08-11T20:34:00.004+08:00

kayy nw i wil do the talk ferst aite ..

den the pics ..

huhu ...

or maybe the pics ltr2 cn ? hmmm . i gues shall post the pics next tym ah ...

hee ...

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hmm , i shall start wif friday ferst aite ..

which is 08.08.08 ...

wow ! wad a date huh ..

heee ..

well , as u all noe its national day eve & early morning got parade .

& i was involved ! huhu ..

bla3 .. den , wen came to the performance ....

it was lucky tat we the upper sec were to cum ltr ...

cox ... almost the balloons at the front of the stage was burst .. huhu ..

bla3 ..

had breakfast den went hme to sleep ... hee ..

tired laaa seyyy ...

& nw . off to saturday ..

which is 09.08.08 ...

which means SINGAPORE TURNS 43 !!! weee ..

went to watch the fireworks & oso part of the ndp wif my cuz & the east clt's ..

ramai org laaaa seyy ... lyk .. DUH ! its NATIONAL DAY ...

huhu ... tp gerek laaaaa seyy .. heh ....

dere's dis part where we were watching the performances on the screen , den it was drizzling oso ..

ppl starts to open up their umbrella & put it up high .... my cuz & her frens & of cox me , haf to tip-toe ... bt .. stil we cannt see .. den dey all start to kecoh2 oreadi .. shouting " ehk umbrella ! put down laa .. got short ppl here ! " something lyk tat .. huhu ... & the ppl are soo0o lyk fucking inconsiderate laaa ....the ppl behind want to watch the screen still put their umbrella up high ... haiyo .... den .. my cuz & raudah[her fren] was being captured by one of dis bangla .. hahah .. kekek siol ... hah .. he was taking photo of dem ! & bof of dem were lyk ... OMG !! WAD THE HELL ??!! .... hah ... funny sia ... got somemore ah the kecoh-ness of dem ... bt lazy ah to type alot ... huhu ... den aft the parade went to sit in front of marina square & played truth or dare ... heh .. dis wan dere's oso the fun part ah bt dun wan to say .. huhu ... i was oni kena pointed twice by the bottle .. & bof was truth ... heh ... den2 ... was happily celebrating national day kn3 ... ade je tauu bende yg tak diingini spoil aku nye mood .. haiyo ... shall nt say it here ... huhu ...

& finally , sunday .. 10.08.08 ...

went to batam AGAIN ... dis tym wif wak ibu & pham ... huhu ..

went dere fr 2 days 1 nyt ... bought clothes .. & CHOCOLATES !!! huhu ...

kayy laaaa .. malaz ah nak bbual panjang pasl batam .. heeee ......

actuali i was forced to go ... coz .. im lazy to go .. & oso if i nvr go i haf nowhere to stay ...

cox my aunt hse r all full & some is far ... huhu ....

nw the pics turn to do the talking ... huhu ....

wait . there is no pics . hee . i mean nt no pics laaa . bt few days ltr den i post aite ? heee ...

ehk , wait . i miss one date ! huhu .

which is thursday , 07.08.08 .

went to celeb wan's advance bday at pasir ris park .

gues wen is hys bdae ? hmm . he is a national day baby ! which means he was born on the 09.08 !

heee . shall nt elaborate it .. hahah .. cox i oreadi let the pics do the talking at the previous post .. huhu ...

tmrw sch ! yay ! hahah . oh wait ! its the preview paper of eng , malay & SS !!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help me !!!!!!!!!!!!
im scared liao !!!!!!!!!!!! huhu ....

kayy laaa .. bbye .. love ya earthlings ! huhu .. muacks !!! hahahah ....

2008-08-08T23:33:00.007+08:00

i will juz let the pics do the talk ..

got no mood ler ...

story ltr2 den i tell kayys ??

2008-08-06T17:43:00.001+08:00

2008-08-06T16:37:00.002+08:00

done wif two papers .

malay & english ..

its quite easy laaa .

hmMm .. tmrw is Social Studies ..

huhu ...

ni gone case liao ... haish ..

supposingly to haf national day rehearsal tdy .

bt . didnt go .. cox ... ferst , dad will nag & second , its PRELIM period ..

& i wan to study ..

huhu ...

at least a bit laaa ... hee ..

kayy laa .

bbye ! wan to study .... huhu ...

2008-08-02T21:24:00.002+08:00

currently am studying maths & physics !

huhu ...

i wanna get at the most 7 or 8 points fr bof prelims & N ..

erm ,, & im oso trying out to last yr's maths N paper nw ..

huhu ...

it was given in the TYS bk ..

hmMm ..

ohh ya ..

the dikir barat video ryt ?

shall post it ltr2 kayy ?

bz ler ... huhu ...

jom kite berjiwang sambil itu belajar skali ...

hahah ...

kayy laa korg ...

bye !

huhu ...

yati signing off nw ...

p/s : im still missing & loving u ... loving u is wad i wan .. spend tym wif u is wad i wan too ..

bt hurting u & leaving u is the very last thing tat i wud do ...

2008-08-02T15:15:00.002+08:00

im bored !

& im off to madrasah soon .. doing my undone test again !

huhu ..

prelims is coming ....

&& its getting near ...

tuesday . is the ferst day of prelims & the DK boys r performing again at sch ..

huhu ...

im missing hym tat much ....

somehow , i feel lyk im making the wrong decisions ...

haish ...

lets juz put dis aside kayy ..

aft prelims or N den cn think abt it again ..

huhu ...

&& KECIK IS So0o0o GATAL !

TAK PANDANG KECIK SIA ... hee .

2008-07-31T22:17:00.002+08:00

still cant download the video at dis blog ....

urgh !!

dunnoe y ....

hmMm ...

aniway ,,

was looking thru at my past post ...

huhu ...

had chem test juz nw ...

i cn say tt i did quite okayy laaa...

cox .. the paper was easy ...

hmMm ...

&& ive been keeping quiet dis few days ..

dun ask y ...

even i mysef ,,, cant find the reason y i suddenly was out of werds ..

soriiie yer kwn2 ku ...

klau aku buat korg bimbang ..

cox fr nt toking much to u guys lately ....

&&&&&&

i wud lyk to congrats the boys frm LEOPARD hse

fer winning the match bet leopard & jaguar ...

huhu ..

5-2 laaa seyy ..

opening was scored by yusrizam ....

huhu ..

den elmizam ....

errrr ,,,

currently ,, im studying malay acherli ..

huhu .....

&&& NEXT WEEK PRELIMS !!!!!

NATIONAL DAY EVE IS COMING OSO .....

&&& IM PART OF THE PARADE ......

huhu ....

i misss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu .............................................................

kapan kita boleh ketemu ???? haish ...

2008-07-29T22:17:00.004+08:00

HAWT KE PER !!!! huhu .... hensem kn2 ?? heee ...

..i wan to post the video ... bt it took loooooooooooong tym to do so ... as the size was BIG !!!! haish ... sooooooooon yea ? soriie ppl ... :)

p/s : i wont give up ... soriie if i did tel someone tat i were to give ... it seems tat i cant easily give up like tat .. & hey ., didnt i once said tat giving up is nt in my dictionary ? so yea .. im nt giving up juz yet .. bt after N level laa all dis thing aite ? huhu .. phm2 laaa eh .....

2008-07-27T21:07:00.014+08:00

here's the pics .. :)

oOps ! that was other sch .. hee .. it's jurongville sec i think .. huhu ..

recognise her ?? its AMALIA frm the show KLIK ! ppl .. huhu .. she's frm NGEE ANN POLY BTW ..

same height , same sch , same race .. BT different AGE .. huhu ... cute kn dier ?? hee ..

formal ..

the boys & their teachers .. informal ..

the boys & some of their supporters including me ! huhu ..

me & syahirah .. huhu ..

lastly, in the bus otw baq ..

done ! thats all yea ... errr , actuali . dere's alot more .. bt its a pic of ppl sleeping .. huhu ... all tnx to ifah fr taking the pics of ppl sleeping yea... huhu ... && will upload the video s00n yea ? this blog took a looooong tym to upload it laaa ... huhu...

2008-07-27T20:31:00.002+08:00

heyho . met alot of ppl yesterday ...

such a COINCIDENCE !!

huhu ...

ferst , at 930 in the morning went to mit up the three gerls ..

Eeka , Ifah & Mira ...

den trained to BOON LAY ..

to watch dikir barat competition ...

its the ferst tym our school compete tho ...

den2 ,, while waiting fr our turn to come in to watch ,, we saw SYAHIRAH !!

she was one of the competitors ler ...

her sch which was TP ,, was one of the three gerls grp hu compete ...

abh kn .. aku sempat cuci mate ...

huhu .. standard ..hahah ...

our sch was the second grp to appear on stage ..

&& dey did very well ...

other grp too ...

& while waiting fr the results ,, we camwhored wif our sch dikir boys ...

huhu ...

& lastly , the results ...

hmMm ... our sch didnt won bt..

dey won fr the best AWOK-AWOK !!!

huhu ...

the one hu always follows wad the tukang karut & juara said ...

actuali .. even if dey oni won dis one trophy ..

dey still won fr the whole grp ..

cox it's a teamwork ...

&& the winner is FUHUA SEC !!!

weee~!!!

dey quite gd ah ...

the tukang karut is very funny ler ...

huhu ...

&& we followed the guys baq to sch & off to lunch ...

_____________________________

den2 ... at nyt wen to catch movie wif parents ....

while waiting fr dad to come me & mum went to watch ppl play bowling ..

gerek seyy ... da lamer seyy tak maen bowling ...

bt before tat went to watch ppl play arcade ... huhu ...

den saw AJI , ELY & NADYA outside the arcade ...

hmMm ,, den saw FATIN & her cuzzies & her sis too at the bowling dere ...

huhu ...

aft few minutes ,, saw MEL , ARIFF , AMANI , FIT & FARID ...

heh ... dey were frm pasir ris park ...

ramai kn aku nmpk ..

heeee ...

ohh ya ..

did i mention wad movie did we watch ??

we watched PROM NIGHT ...

i rate it 6/10 ...

it was okayy ler ...

the whole story happens during the prom night day ...

go watch it if u wan to n0e abt the story yea ...

aft the movie headed hme ...

otw down to the ferst level ..

saw my CAMP PINNACLE bestie ..

IFAH !!!!!

huhu ....

it has been loooooong tym since we last met tho ....

huhu ...

2008-07-24T22:55:00.002+08:00

heyyyy ...

hmMm ,, td SRI WARISAN came buat performance !!
& everyone ..

nt everyone bt the SEC 3's go craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaziie by the tym the guys dance ...

huhu ..

bt .. dey r reali HAWT laaaa kn ...

heeee ....

bt the assembly its juz lyk tak smpi 1 hr sak ...

tats bcox due to our misbehave-ness ....

abh ALIFF & FITRI kene diri atas stage ...

hah ...

funny ler ...

hmMm , u might b saying wad so funny abt it ?

erm ,, its an inside joke ...

huhu ...

td kepale aku saket sak ..

sebelah kanan jer yg saket ..

& i cant concentrate in doing my werk ...

haish ...

bt nw daa tak saket ler ...

cume saket hati jer ...

huhu ....

_____________

somehow & somehow ...

aku mcm ragu-ragu nak pecaye de ....

haish ....

ntah laaa eh ...

haish ..

& gues wad HAIKAL msg me baq ..

he said tat he dunn0e y bt he still wans me baq ....

hah ...

lyk ..

OKAYYY ...

bt i didnt rply ..

cox i dun wanna to entertain hym nimore...

daaaa fitnah org abeh ade hati nak org balek ...

haiyo ...

is dis the reason y u gave my number to ur fren so tat he wud help u in getting me baq ??

haish ...

pkai laaa otak ckit ...

aku kan daaa pena ckp aku tak akan terima kau balek ....

haish ...

WAD A GUY ...

haiyo ...

pakal aku tak terpedaya dengan kata2 kau ....

ahjey ... kan dier daaa bbual ...

heee ....

recently , i had alot of fun wif my sayangs ...

huhu ...

& lyk finally i managed to find my REAL laughter ...

bt still ..

im TRYING HARD TO SMILE ...

ALL DIS WHILE I WAS JUZ FAKING A SMILE IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY ...

ONCE AGAIN PRELIMS IN 12 DAYS TYM !!!!

& 40 MORE DAYS TO 'N LEVEL !!!!!!!!!

haish .....

nyt darlings ! huhu .. 4 5683 24623 329374 8374 6834 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-24T21:32:00.003+08:00

hmMm ... was browsing thru my cam again juz nw ...

looking thru the SLF pics ..

in case u dunn0e wad SLF means ..

it means STUDENT LEARNING FESTIVAL ...

& gues wad ?!

gambar DIER bnyk laaaaa seyy ...

huhu ...

I LOIKE !!

hahah ..

bt .. IF oni 34999 nye gambar bnyk kan lagi ag0s ...

huhu ...

boleh aku tgk every day & night sebelom g sch & tdo ...

heeee ...

____________________________

hmMm ...

den2 .. juz nw ..

was browsing thru 34999's frenster ..

& gues again wad ?!

hah ...

satu pompan niee mcm sial ...

huhu ..

NO OFFENCE yea ..

bt .. ya , her comment sungguh tak perlu ..

nak mengadu naseb ke per ...

haiyo ...

padahal aru stakat org ramai view de jer ...

tuu pon nak mengadu ...

hmph ...

abh tak perlu nak bilang satu dunia per yg kau nak kasih nombor aru kau kat dier ...

nak kasih org jeles ke per sia ...

nak ckp take care darling laaa , i miss u laaa tuu sume ...

haiyo ...

lagi skali aku ckp TK PERLU !!!!

___________

haish ...

sial ah ...

ade jer tau org yg potong jalan ....

haiyai ...

_________________________

aniway ,,,,

IM DONE WIF MY BOTH ORAL !!!!
WEEE ~!!!
HEH ...

ORAL MELAYU SENANG JUGAK AH ...

TOPIC PASL CITE CITE ...

OKAYY LAAAA ..

NASEB AKU BLEH JAWAB ...

HUHU ....

LEFT 12 MORE DAYS TO PRELIMS !!!!

___________________________

ALL OF YOUR LOVE - HELLOGOODBYE

Girl/[Guy], You are a

If you shut it all off and make a run for the door

But your hard

To make, a

For every inch your going to need a mile more

But there is always some one stichin skin but feelin some how

But you have never ever felt it like you feel it right now

I'm closin off inside and oh it's only just started

And you can't be close enough unless I'm feeling your heart beat

All of your love

Was all that I needed

All of your love

Was all that I needed

Girl/[Guy]

What are you doin now?

And are you going out?

Or has your life shut down?

Are you there?

This string keeps cutting out

I feel I'm freaking out

But we'll keep this unknown

But there is always some one stichin skin but feelin some how

But you have never ever felt it like you feel it right now

I'm closin off inside and oh it's only just started

But you can't be close enough unless I'm feeling your heart beat

All of your love

Was all that I needed

All of your love

Was all that I needed

Girl/[Guy]

It's hard enough

Just to move around

It's hard enough

Just to move around

All I wanted you

All I wanted you, to move

All I wanted you

All I wanted you, to move

Around

All of your love

Was all that I needed

All of your love

Was all that I needed

[Repeat till end]

All of Your Love (Forrests Remix) - Hellogoodbye

2008-07-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

wah seyy .. prelims is lyk less than a week laa sia ...

haiyo ...

&& tmrw is my oral !!!

MALAY ORAL !!
haish ...

juz nw the question tat were asked were okayy laa ..

bt .. on monday one was easier ..

hmMm ...

previous post was dedicated to someone of cox... huhu ...

______________________

dunn0e y .. bt im having doubts on guys ..

ntah laaa yer ..

it's difficult fer me ...

haish ....

________________________

aku naaaaaaaaaaak blaja ...

tapi aku tak bleh concentrate sak ...

macam ne nie ???

haiyai ....

oh yaa .. td maths mcm sial ..

kene kutok sia ngan kenneth ..

haiyo ...

tak pasl2 nak ckp suare aku tak sedap ..

hmph ..

jeles per sia ...

haiyo ...

kayy stop wif the haiyo ...

erm ,, ku jatuh cinta dgn .............

lagu i fall for you !!!

heee ...

kayy lor itu sahaje yer ...

bye !!!!

& im stil scared abt tmrw ... huhu ...

ferst person eh to be test ...

hmMm ....

lastly , before i go ... hee ...

KU SAYANG KWN2 KU & OSO 34999 !!! heeee .....

2008-07-20T11:45:00.001+08:00

2008-07-18T22:37:00.004+08:00

Dirantai Digelangi Rindu

Syahdu malam berlagu sepi

Mengiring rawan dalam taman hati

Gelisah menanti kau kembali

Manja menagih bujukan di sisi

Kerana desakan cintaku

Dirantai digelangi rindu

Sehinggakan diri sanggup mengalah kepadamu

(Korus)

Dosamu ku anggapkan debu

Bisa diterbang angin yang lalu

Ku sedia memaafkan mu

Biar aku berparut seribu

Agar sembuh lukamu

Pahitku rasa madu

Pulanglah oh kasihku

Ku rayu kepadamu

Janganlah diturutkan mainan perasaan mu

Serikanlah duniaku yang semakin tandus dan gersang

Dengan belaian senda gurauan mu

Duhai sayang

(Ulang Korus)

Pulanglah oh kasihku

Ku rayu kepadamu

Janganlah diturutkan mainan perasaan mu

Serikanlah duniaku yang semakin tandus dan gersang

Dengan belaian senda gurauan mu

Duhai sayang

Oh pulanglah

___________________________

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Setelah jauh melangkah

Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku

Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya

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Tak akan terulang lagi

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menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti

Tak mampu lagi berdiri

Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku

Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya

Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu

Tak akan terulang lagi

Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah

menyakitimu

Ouuwwww...

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya

Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu

Tak akan terulang lagi

Semuaaa kesalahanku

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Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

AFGAN - terima kasih cinta versi ke 2.mp3 - AFGANSYAH REZA

2008-07-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

TKMO LAYAN POST YG TADI KAYY ...

ERRR , NGA MOOD SWING AH ..

TAK TAU ASL ....

HMmM ....

NIWAY , HAPY 16TH BDAE TO CLARENCE !!!!!

HAH , WE SANG BDAE SONG FER HYM JUZ NW DURING CHEM PERIOD ...

SWEET KN KITER ??

HUHU ....

_______________________________

GEREK PER ...

JULY BNYK ORG NYE BDAE SEYYY ..

NEXT MONDAY [ WHICH IS DIS COMING MON ] IS ARY & ADY'S BDAE !!!!

HEEE ...

& OSO MAZ 1ST YR ANNI ...

HUHU ...

&& AKU MALZ NK G MADRASAH ...

MLZ NKBUAT EXAM !!!

HUHU .....

TDY SUPPOSED TO HAF MALAY ORAL CONVO PRACTICE ...

& CIKGU TAK CHOOSE AKU ..

NASEB ...

HUHU .. PASL AKU TAK TAU APE NK CKP SIA ...

BLOM BUAT PERSIAPAN ....

HEEE ....

ABH LG PON DE CKP YG TAK PERLU CIKGU TAK YAH TEST ...

HAHAH ...

OKIIE .....

NOT ABT HYM [ SAMIR ]

2008-07-17T17:03:00.003+08:00

WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF .....

HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS ..

HAISH ... DUN ASK ME ANYTHING ....

ALL I N0E TAT I JUZ WANNA CRY ....

CANT HELP IT BT ...

TEARS R ROLLING DOWN IN ANY MOMENT ....

ONCE AGAIN DUN ASK ANYTHING ...

U ASK IM NT GONNA ANS ....

_________________________

LIE OR TRUTH ??

FAITHFUL OR UNFAITHFUL ??

I OSO DUNN0E ...

TRYING HARD TO BELIEVE ...

BT DUNN0E Y ...

I CANT ...

JEALOUSY ??

DUNN0E B0UT TAT ...

HAISH ....

PMS OR HEARTACHE ??

I OSO DUNN0E ....

CANT REALI DIFFERENTIATE [ CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG ] ...

TO LOVE OR NOT TO LOVE ??

TO HATE OR NOT TO HATE ??

TO ACCEPT OR NOT TO ACCEPT ??

TO LOSE OR NOT TO LOSE ??

TO SMILE OR NOT TO SMILE ??

TO CRY OR NOT TO CRY ??

TO LIE OR NOT TO LIE ??

TO BELIEVE OR NOT TO BELIEVE ??

TO TELL OR NOT TO TELL ??

_________________________

SO MANY QUESTIONS ... SO HARD TO FIND THE ANS ...

SERIOUSLY , DUN ASK ME WHY IM WRITING LYK DIS .... I WONT ANS U EVEN IF U ASK ... HAISH ....

& DIS POST HAS NOTHING GOT TO DO WIF SAMIR .......

2008-07-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

heyy ,,,, im baq .....

heee ....

&&& i un-pte my blog baq ...

fer juz a moment oni ....

since ,,, i found it quite leceh to log in wen the blog is pte ..

s00o0o0 , yea...

haish ......

_________________________

i dunnoe wad im feeling ryt nw ...

isit LOVE or INFATUATION ??

i oso dunn0e ....

somehow & somehow ....

i feel bad abt wad happend tdy ...

dun wanna write it here ....

haish ....

im ferever confused laaaaaa wif all dis things....

haiyai ....

& ive been slacking .... lyk wth ...

few more weeks to prelims sia ....

haiyo ...

the oni way is fer me to help myself ...

& stp being a slacker in class .....

haish ....

2008-07-13T19:23:00.002+08:00

OUH ALMOST FORGOT !!

HAPPY BELATED & ADVANCE OR OFFICIALLI 16TH BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST FREN YOGARAJ , MUHD SAMIR , IBNUR & MUHD ASYIQ !!!!!

MAY U DUDES SUCCEED IN UR STUDIES & STAY HAPY OLWAYS !!!!

& TO SAMIR , I WAN TO SEEEE U BAQ IN SEC 5 TAUUU !!!

MUST STUDY HARD ....

DUN WAN MY FRENS TO GO ITE KAYY ?? HEE ..

2008-07-13T18:36:00.002+08:00

wooooooooooits !

huhu ...

hmMm ...

supposingly on friday ..

me & mira plan to go fer SS ...

aft searching things fer dis particular person ...

den2....

kite gatal ...

da penat2 patah alek sch ...

at last tak nak gi ....

haiyo ....

satu2 perangai ....

hah ..

wanna n0e wad i bought fer dis particular person ?

hmMm ....

shal nt tell ya ...

bt wil juz tell ya the price ...

dun b shock wen u see it .....

errrr ,,,,,,,,,,

its .......

39.90 approx. 40 bucks !!

yea ...

i n0e ...

i myself oso cant believe tat i spent tat such amt on such thing ...

huhu ....

wud rather bought another thing which oni juz fer 32.90 approx. 33 bucks ryt ?

haish ....

bt ... nvm ... daaa bli pon ....

&& MIRA !!!

KITE LUPER NAK AMEK ART PIECE MAZIANA !!!!!!

MCM NE ??

...................................

AKU SAYANG KAMU SIH COWOK PANGERANKU !!!! heeee ....=p

U R ONE CUTE DUDE !! huhu ... =p

2008-07-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

done wif my EL oral & nw left wif MALAY oral ! =)
it was quite easy lor ... huhu ..
& i screwed up on y hist test !!! gerek ke per ..
out of 8 para . i oni did 2 ! hahah . okayy . tats worst sia .... haiyo ... i dunn0e wads happening to me ...
tmrw got SS xtra class sommore ... 2 & half hour eh ... tnx ye .............. =)

2008-07-07T22:04:00.003+08:00

went to catch movie wif mommy tdy .

watched GET SMART . i rate it 10/10 .

heeee . the movie was funny ler ....

heh . den bought new tops again tdy ! heee .

ystdy bought two . tdy bought one . & tdy daddy off to batam fer meeting .....

& said he wud bring baq kebaya fer me ! weee . huhu .....

ohh2 . do watch the video aite . hee . i dunnoe y bt i kinda lyk guys hu do shuffle .

& i oso dunn0e y .. i kinda lyk MAT REP guys .... huhu .. dun ask me how ... hah ...

i mean MAT REP yg social eh ... bkn yg TK SOCIAL tau ... heh .. phm2 jer laaa yer ......

________________________

haish .... PRELIMS & 'N' LEVEL ARE GETTING NEAR ...

MOREOVER MY 'N' LEVEL ORAL EXAM IS DIS WED !!!!! .

URGH !! IM SCARED !!!!

HAISH .... HOPEFULLY I CN TOK DURING THE ORAL ....

& HOPEFULLY IM SEEING MY FRENS BAQ AGAIN IN SEC 5 .....!

=))

WELL , I GUES SHUD START STUDYING NW & SHUD B LESS SLACKING ....

HMmM ... S0O0O . DIS OSO MEANS DIS BLOG MIGHT NOT B FULL OF WERDS TAT OFTEN YEA .....

BT TAT DEPENDS IF MY HANDS ARE "ITCHY" TO TOUCH DIS LAPPY AITE ....

HUHU .... PHM2 JER LAAAA YER .... HEEEE ....

_____________________________________

KU SAYANG 24623 327394 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =))

heeee ...

erm2 ....

btw , I DUN HAF BOIFYY LAAAAAAA ....

WE JUZ SAYANG EACH OTHER JER ...

HUHU ....

alaa .. kwn pon bleh sayang per .... heehee ......

2008-07-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

2008-07-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

SOMEBODY SAID IM HAWT !!!! HUHU ....
I HAF A CRUSH ON 24623 327394 !!!! HEEE . TEKE LAAA KORG YER ... HUHU ....

BBYE !! =D

2008-07-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

2008-07-04T22:18:00.005+08:00

had games day today ..
& all i cn said was tt ...
MENDAK !!!!!!!!!!!

haish .. dun wanna tok long2 kayy ...
cut it short ....
LEOPARD IS THE WINNER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YESZA !!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEEE ...
& 9.07.08 is my EL 'N' level oral ....
hmMmM ... & i lyk FIZZY !! huhu .....

bt ... haish .. nvm ... bbye ! =))
ohh .. btw .. aku da biase bbual ngan org, abh org tk lyn aku ..... huhu ...

p/s: the more i try to ferget u the more i sayang to u... & i haf to admit i cant ferget u !!!! its hard. fer me .... i n0e ure nt the ryt choice fer me... bt..... its juz tt i simply cant ferget u... dunn0e y...

2008-07-03T16:13:00.003+08:00

tmrw is games day !
hmMm .. to be honest im stil in no mood ryt nw ..
due to some reasons ..
oni ppl hu understands my heart n0es ... huhu ...
senang ckp .. HEARTACHE babe !!!! ....
haish ... nvm laaaaa ... dun wanna tok abt it ...
haiyo ...... yelaaaaaaaaaaaa aku nie kn sape ngan kau ..............
haish...... tonyt got pract ... & im scared abt tmrw ....
hmMm .... kayy bye ! lastly , i love HANNAH MONTANA & JONAS BROTHERS !!! HUHU ....

[trying hard to smile .. bt i juz cant .... trying hard nt to shed a tear .. bt juz cant control ]

I DUNNOE WAD IM THINKING RYT NOW .

2008-07-01T21:37:00.003+08:00

tdy marks NCC day & the girls official P.O.P.
& oso AZURA'S 15TH BDAE !
HAPI BDAE YEA ? :)
_____________________

dun ever leave the one u love to the the one u like .
cox its gonna hurts more . [ isit correct ? hee . correct me if im wrong . ]
hmMm . i juz so called confessed my feelings to dis some1 .
NO , ITS NOT SAMIR !
its someone else .
& dis guy acherli had gf .
dey having prob ryt nw .
bt hey , dun tink lykwise aite .
im NOT A SNATHCER OR WAD KAYY !!
hmMm . i juz contact dem as fren .
bt . i stil tink tt we shudnt contact someone hu oreadi in relationshp , eventho we r juz frens .
i mean lyk , for us WE R FRENS .
bt wad abt others ? dey might think tt we r in a some kind of relationshp .
hmMm . to avoid misunderstanding , better nt to contact dem too often .
....................
erm2 , seeing others wif their gf or bf sometyms make me jealous .
haish . & seeing the gal or guy being swit to each other oso sometyms make me jealous .
IF ONI I WERE TO HAF TT KIND OF BF .
haish . bt . i oreadi haf my mind set .
which is NOT TO HAF ANY KIND OF RELATIONSHP TILL ' N ' LEVEL IS OVER .
which is 8/10/08 . haaah .
as i reali nid to focus on my prelim which is on 5/08/08 & my ' N ' level which is 2/09/08 .
hmMm . & IM HAPY TAT X-TECH MADE IT TO THE FINALS !!!!!!!!!!!! YAY !!!!!!!!!!!!
oOps . soriiiie out of point . huhu .
well , baq to the story , hee .
errr , acherli , i oso dunn0e where & wad to continue .
heee . hmMmM . well , since i ferget wad to continue .
let me juz say dis aite ,
I MISSED THE OLD ZHAFRI , I MISSED ONE OF MY EX [ WONT TELL U HU ] , I MISSED MY GUY-FREN , I MISSED MY PRI SCH MATES !!!!!!!!
haish .

2008-06-29T21:21:00.002+08:00

currently m trying finishing my f&n werk ..

urgh !

due tmrw laaa deyy ..

hmMm .

trying to concentrate but cant ...

haish ...

let me juz post dis fer a moment b4 i cont doing it aite ... =))

_______________________

tdy had cheerleading pract fer games day ..

& it was quite tiring laaa ...

i acted as the base ..

the one hu has to hold the leg of the flyer ..

yea....

hmMm ..

had tummy ache since juz nw

due to drinking cold water in the morning ....

haish ...

kayy laa ..

malaz nk post lg ...

hee .

bbye !

psSt .... tink im having a crush on someone ... hee ...

NO ITS NOT SAMIR NIMORE !! hee ...

soriie ah .. bt im trying to ferget hym ah ..... huhu ....

which i tink its the best .... =))

err , pls sSh abt dis kayy ... huhu ....

2008-06-28T13:30:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a tiring day fer me ..

as wen i reachd hme i straight away bathe & off to bed ..

tnx to PEH .

heh .

den aft sch do coursework fer awhile .

bla3 .

den down fer NCC training ...

& has been 5 days i nvr tok to hym ..

& i dont intend to tok to hym again ..

nt bcox of tat ..bt ..

i juz nid tym to take the fact tat he stil lyks her ...

& ive been thinking to make my blog pte ..

haah .

so tt the guys in my class wont see it again ...

heh ...

& TK PERLU EH UNTK BILANG KWN2 KAU SUME ....

WAD DID U GET FRM DEM WEN U TOL DEM THOSE TINGS ?? TKDE PAPE KN ?!

_______________________________________

& ohh .

yesterday was punked by dis fren of mine frm girl guide ..

heh .

tnx eh

aku ade laa pk betol .

& the best part was wen ali wanted to splash water to her ..

me: ali simbah ajer air pat de ..

ali: mcm ne ??

me: mcm gini ..

ali : aku takot ah ..

me: ali kuatkn iman kau ali.. kuatkn iman ali !!!

.................

i was shouting at hym dat tym ...

hah ..

the next wan was wen the gal hu pretend to b possessd was qn by me...

sick sia..

den last2 she laugh & called out aidil name ..

hah ...

irritating sia ...

& he was the planner of this whole thing yea...

___________________________

den wen sulaiman came ..

he asked her if she's okay .

& we were all laughing ........& said it was a joked by dem ...

bt....

wen she went hme ...

he tol us tat actuali dere's a real thing behind her ...

& me & mira were lyk asking hym if the thing followed her hme...

& he said n0 ..

heh ...

_____________________

so lesson learnt :

dont played prank on ppl ...

if something real happen how ?

hu's gonna b responsible ??

haiyo ....

_______________________

niway , those hu dun understand my stories nvm ....

heh ...

oni those hu were dere will understand ....

2008-06-25T21:26:00.003+08:00

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lyk i once said , if i lyk u doesnt mean i wan to b wif u ..

or b ur gf ..

y muz ppl or u tink it tat way ??

ape ?

mesti ker org klau daa suke org tuu kene jd mataer ?

haish .

all dis while wad has been on my mind is true .

hmMm .

nvm den .

i understand .

yelaaa , aku nie kn sape ...

haish , kadang aku pikir ,

perlu ker laki cari pompan pade paras rupe ??

haish .

tkper laaaaaaaaaaaa .

haish .

currently am watching yazid pakai lampin .

the story is okay laaaa .

quite funnny .

hmMm . kayy laa . bbye . =)

2008-06-24T22:30:00.002+08:00

juz finished watching janji diana 2 & anugerah band juz nw .

cn tell tat dey r doing their best fer the finals .

& i vote fer PUTERA & X-TECH !!!!!!!!!!!!!

huhu ..

dey sang very nice & melodieous[sp?] .

heee .

love dem . !!

heh .

got to do my malay hwk nw !

buhbye !

heh . dis is jus a short post .

since i haf posted earlier on .

=))

take care loving people !! =D

2008-06-24T20:28:00.003+08:00

hmMm .. wadever tat was said by aqilah was true ..

y shud gals kip grudges [ sp?] to each other ?

mayb i shud juz try & talk to her lyk hw i normally talk to my frens .

err , bt .. i did once acherli .. it turn out okayy ...

& acherli it feels abit awkward too wen talking to her ..

erm , coz its been a long tym since i talked to her ..

& it seems hard fer me to clique wif her baq ..

in my heart acherli wan to b frens wif her baq lyk last tym ..

bt .. lyk wad i said juz nw ..

its hard ..

hmMm ..

& i sometyms do pity her oso ..

haish ..

i n0e tat we're nt tat close or something ..

bt .. its reali kind of pity seeing her lyk dis ..

errr , cn i say something abt someone hu tagged on someone's tagboard ?

erm2 ,

hw do u feel ehk ,

if let say ur fren is in the same state as my dis fren ,

wud u do the same & spread it to everyone ?

hw wud u feel ?

confem mcm mara kn ?

erm2 ,

abh asl kau uat mcm gini ?

kau nk dpt namer ??

kau nk de rase malu ??

TK PERLU sia ..

haish ...

juz imagine tat u r at her state ..

wudnt u feel the same ??

haish ..

pikir laaa sikit oii ...

2008-06-23T16:23:00.002+08:00

PRELIMS is in 6 weeks tym !!!

I REPEAT , PRELIMS IS IN 6 WEEKS TYM !!!!!
& i nid to finish my F&N corsewerk by 30 JUNE !!!

haish ..

i wonder hw the xpress students cn finish their coursewerk tat fast .

hmMm ..

wont say much abt tdy .

juz tat we got our new tym table .

& it sux .

huhu .

nt tat sux laaaaaaaaaaa .

hee .

&& ITS NT FAIR TO PUT US [ SEC 4 &5 ] SITTING AT THE FRONT OF THE PARADE SQUARE

EARLY MORNIN' !!!!
WE DID SING KAYYY .

HAISH ..

abh bdk sec 1 nk feeling sec 4 ...

heeee . soriiie yer ...

heh ..

juz joking yea ...

well . abt ystdy ..

went to watch ANUGERAH BAND wif mum

at TM .

& i support X-TECH !!!!!!!!!!!!

hee .

dey got a cute vocalist ...

heh . short & swit ...

the shortest among all ...

heeeee .

kayy laaa ...

gtg ..

prepared fer tuition which is in 1 hr tym ...

haish ....

2008-06-22T21:44:00.002+08:00

slept at aunt hse yesterday ...

hmMm .. went to family carnival under her blk ...

which is at bedok ..

ntg interesting ..

juz tat i got a tap on my shoulder by some guy i dunn0e hu isit ..

den tdy morning ..

something happend at aunt hse ..

huhu ...

dere's dis mysterious woman standing in front of her gate wifout saying anything ..

bt juz holding the gate..

lyk wth ..

yea ..

den my cuz quickly ran to the kitchen ...

den bla3 ..

dey closed the door

den ...

she came again ..

bt dis tym she knocked ..

& she didnt look straight at the door bt she looked at the staircase instead ...

wen my another cuz came hme ..

she said she didnt saw anyone ...

lyk ...

ohkayy ....

heee .

den went hme at 2 plus ....

2008-06-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

gerek jgk eh lyn org yg tkde kehidupan .

heh .

mcm phm padahal aku tk lyn de , mira yg lyn de .

heee .

niway, tnx ye mira .

heh . & aku menyesal bab tegor de pat msn .

& i wonder hw he get my msn .

hmMm .

& hys name is HAFIZ !!!!

ohkay i shall ny say abt hym nimore .

heh .

ntg to talk abt tdy .

haish .

2008-06-19T22:07:00.003+08:00

i somehow missed someone frm my past tagboard ..

hee .

tibe2 terfikir pasl de .

heh .

ntah laa ye .

i wonder hw is he nw .

hmMm .

nvm abt tat .

&& i somehow thinks tat some bapoks r pretty .

& oso dey r cute b4 dey bcom bapoks .

heee .

ohkayy tk penting .

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im actuali lazy to post ,

bt i will update since my dear fren miira asked me to .

heh .

bt wait , bkn amira clasmate aku yg suro update ,, tp miira kwn lamer aku .

or shall i say namirah .

heehee .

ohkay shall start nw .

errr ,

went swimming juz nw wif cuzie .

yea , bt i nvr swim .

due to some reason .

heh .

bkn tk tau swim eh .

juz tat i got red light .

ala phm2 jer laa .

hee .

den2 went to her hse .

& chat wif my fren & one of dis ITE guy .

ITE Yishun i tink .

chat wif dem while my cuzzie was beside me .

& she was lyk seriously f**king irritating bt yet gerek ah .

hee .

lg2 part de kacau aku nye conversation ngan si bdk ITE tuu .

haiyo , kecoh laaa seyy .

abh si laki tuu pon lyn kn jer laaa .

hahah .

funny laa dem . hah .

& ouh ,

my dear cuzzie had an accident last wk .

i shud say padan muke de ah .

coz he so called wan to do something stupid on the rd side .

den he said tat he was den melayang to other side of the rd .

the accident took place at in front of the NORTH PARK dere .

he was nt tat badly injured laa .

cume lutut de ngan siku de jer yg cedera .

yea .

tats hym .

MATIINAFI .

0r short form MATIIN .

hensem kn2 ?

heee .

2008-06-17T22:21:00.002+08:00

kayy im posting again .

heh .

okayy i' shall start wif the new posting .

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i lyk hym ,

i stil love hym [ person b ]

mcm gini ker aku ckp aku tunggu de [ person a ]

untk 4 tahun ?

betol kate aida .

haah .

asl klau aku tunggu de slame 4 tahun nie , aku ade mataer ?

heh .

haish .

kadang aku suke de , kadang tk .

kadang aku syg de [ person b] , kadang tk .

haiyai .

& asl virus cinta tk dpt masok seyy ?? haish .

[ ehk , soriie tersasau pat topic laen plak . hee ]

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kayy , baq to the main topic .

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haish .

aku confused !!!

aku tk tau aku betol suke kn de atau tdk . [ person a ]

aku tk tau aku maseh cinta dan syg de seperti dulu atau tk . [ person b ]

hati ku da mcm terbahagi due [ chey mcm phm ] .

satu untk ____ [ person a ] satu lg untk _____ [ person b ]

haish .

fer the tym being .

i dun tink i shall choose either one .

i tink i shall juz concentrate on my prelims & N level fer nw .

yea . tats a gd idea .

heh .

2008-06-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

went to lib wif mira & maz juz nw .

doing our hwk .

bt . heh .

wasnt concentrate at all .

heee .

instead we talked alot . heh .

& let our secrets all out .

heh .

supposingly to haf tuition .

bt was cancelled .

haiz . nvr did i n0e tat dere stil ppl hu doesnt haf life .

heh . TK DPT MASOK TV PER SEBAB TUU KAU SPAM BLOG AKU ??!!

HAIYO , GIE LAA BUAT KEJE YG FAEDAH SIKIT . HAISH .

MALAZ LAAA DEYY AKU NK LYN !!!

2008-06-14T20:41:00.002+08:00

heyy , soriie fer nt updating .

let me summarise wad i did fer the past few days aite .

tdy ntg much happend .

juz tat its my normal routine of SATURDAY .

hmMm .

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Friday , 13/6/08

hmMm . went to R.O.M

nt me getting married of cox , hah

bt . my aunt was the one .

dun ask me how many tyms she married oreadi .

coz i dun wanna n0e .

den went airport take father frm werk .

bla3 .

went to haf dinner at Bedok Corner .

&& a Hapy 6th mths to my nephew Afnan !!

& oso a Hapy Bdae to my niece , Shadrina !! =D

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Thursday , 12/6/08

got kenduri at my aunt hse at serangoon .

bt b4 tat kite org sempat g Batam jap .

heh .

go SHOPPING ler .

heh .

bt , oni bought one clothes fer the 3 hrs shopping . heh

mum & dad & aunt bought themselves keropok .

&& oso DOUGHNUT !!!!!!

hee .

ntg much to talk abt .

heh .

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Wednesday , 11/06/08

got tuition .

doing simultneuos[sp?] eqn .

& i ferget how to do oreadi .

hah .

den go aunt hse .

visit my nephew .

AFNAN !!!!!!!!

hee .

den bla3 .
go hme .

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Tuesday , 10/06/08

went to E!hub wif the guys & my gfs .

which consist of 8 ppl .

me , maz, mira , samir , wan , zam , ashraf & khairul .

ferst we wanted to watch CONGKAK .

bt due to someone coming late .

we watched another movie .

&& aft sometym of thinking .

den we decided to watch MADE OF HONOUR .

i rate it 8/10 .

the movie was quite gd & okayy laa .

heh .

den aft watching the movie .

i made an early moved as its already 6 plus .

while the rest headed to the beach till 8 plus i tink .

yea . lucky i didnt followed dem .

if nt i tink by the tym i reached hme .

i wud haf to face the music .

heh .

& ouh , met my old pri sch frens dere while buying popcorn .

hee .

dey're getting preetier i cn say .

heh .

okayy , too much of the 'heh' oreadi .

nw pics of us outside & inside E!hub .

2008-06-08T23:03:00.004+08:00

im bored ! ! heeee .

s0o i blog again aite .

tk salah kn3 ??

heeeheee .

well . dis is the third post fer tdy !

hah .

seriously . im bored .

haiz .

msn tkde org nk chat .

msg pon org rply skejap jer .

klau tdo , blom ngantok laagii .

haiz .

well . juz finished hang clothes .

& nw watching chart attack on MTV .

hah . got NO interesting show to watch .

tmrw gg to aunt hse .

to send my hari raya clothes fer sewing .

heh .

kayy laaa .

i tink i juz better go sleep .

heh . till den .

bbye .

ouh before that ,

I LIKE MUHD SAMIR BIN ZAINAL ABIDIN SINCE SEC 1 !!

!!!! hee .

heh . try to guess wad i wrote dere . heh .

too bad if u cant highlight tat sentence . heh .

bt fer those hu cn highlight tat sentence , do kip it to urself aite .

hmMm . mayb i shalll gif u clue . err , its nt abt the indon look-alike guy .

its some1 tat i wrote abt at 'the blogger' part on the right handside of dis blog .

heee . pandai2 laaa korg pikir yee . heee .

2008-06-08T21:39:00.002+08:00

heyy . im blogging again .

heh . well . juz nw saw hym again !

heee .

tot tat he was nt coming .

bt . he came . LATE .

heh . wah .

i got to say it again .

GANTENG BANGET SIH !!!

heee . kayy stop it .

heh .

juz nw the wedding was superb .

wen the bof newly-wed couples arrived ,

some of their relatives or frens were given a chance to do

silat . dere's one gal hu did the silat .

& she did it very nice perfect .

haiz .

how i wish tat i joined the silat grp .

hmMm . aft reading MIRA's blog .

i suddenly remmbered abt my hwk !!!

which lyk , i havent done YET !!!

heh . nvm . will get it done s00n .

no worries .

tink so . hah .

kayy . i start to miss someone oreadi .

erm . nt the guy hu lookd lyk indon .

bt someone else .

heh . nt telling hu .

err , here's the pic of ystday bride & groom .

& oso NURUL AINI .

heh . saw her juz nw at wedding . heh .

she is FREAKING TALL laaa seyy . nt as tall as a giant laa .

heee . bt she's prettay tho & sexay !

heh .

ouh , she's wif her husband btw . hah .

kayy . gd bye peeps ! heh .

& ouh2 . i n0e hys name !!

heee . hsy name is MUHD S_____ .

nt telling u . *bluek*

heeeeee . go & guess it urself . heh .

2008-06-08T11:36:00.004+08:00

heyy2 .

change blogskin again ! heeee .

guess wad ?

I HAVENT BATHE YET !! heh .

ystdy didnt go madrasah as parents asked to go my cuz weddings instead .

bt b4 went to the wedding went to my aunt hse to pass her something .

played wif my nephew & niece(s) .

heh . cute laaa drg .

haiz .

&& heh . wen i asked my nephew to smile he did something else .

hah .

den at 3 pm went to wedding which at bedok CC nearby the stadium .

the dais or pelamin was very small bt yet it still pwetty .

the kendarats all looked hensem ! heeeheee .

dey looked lyk waiter .

heh . den soon aft abt 5 plus my aunt came !

bringing her grands0n along ! another cute one ! heh .

niee lagi tembam . mcm nk gigit jer pipi de .

heee . aft tat went hme fer awhile & rest .

den go another wedding nearby my hse .

which was my mum's fren s0n's wedding . heh .

niie lagi . heh . aku sempat laaa sia cuci mate .

heh . ape nk buat da kat depan mate . tgk jer ah .

heee heeee . he looks lyk an indon . heh .

GANTENG BANGET DONG !!!!

heeeee .

tdy will go again to help 'rewang' .

hahahah .

coz ystdy purpose of gg was to 'rewang' .

bt instead we[mum , me , & her three other frens] ate . hahahah .

we sat dere frm 8 plus till 1130 .

hah .

i n0e its lyk loooooong . heh .

well , lemme show u the pics of my nephew(s) & niece(s) aite . =D

the ferst pic is SHADRINA & SAKINAH . =D

kayy laa wanna go bathe liao ! heh . bbye peeps .

2008-06-04T20:48:00.005+08:00

hey .
im baq !!! weeee . hee .

no stories , juz pics aite . heee .

bt . will tell u s00n . mayb . heh .

kayy tat's all yaw . nt many pics . coz dere's ntg interesting or nice to snap .

heee . niway , as u cn see the one tat's wearing yellow color shirt is my aunt . yea . my grandmum niece . =D

2008-05-30T23:11:00.003+08:00

[[Take a b0w]]

ouh . how abt around of applause .
yeah , standin' oviation
o0h , 0oh , yeah ,yeah yeah yeah yeah .

you look so dumb right now
standing outside my house
tryin' to apologize
u look s0o ugly wen ure cry
[please] juz cut it out

*chorus:
dun tell me ure sory coz ure nt
baby wen i n0e ure only sorry u got caught
but u put on quite a show(oh)
u reali had me goin'
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Out

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now

2008-05-30T22:45:00.002+08:00

heyy dere . =)

im bored . so0 i post again yea . hmMm . niway , was playing ard wif photobucket . editing my pics here & dere . heh . was having fun . hah . ouh ya . the sec 3's tat gg fer the JAPAN or AUSTRALIA trip . do haf fun yea . heh . && mostly , take care of urself yea . niway , here's the pic tat i was editing juz nw . hah . bnyk tau . heh . i dunnoe y the ferst pic is small . heh . tp lawa kn kn kn ???? heeeeee . kayy chaoz . && congrats to someone fer getting the rank !! =D

2008-05-30T20:55:00.003+08:00

heyy2 .
my F&N practical was SUX !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
URGH !!!!!!!!!! dun ask y . heh . all i noe tat its SUX ....
niway , tdy was supposed to haf xtra maths class ... bt didnt turn up . heee . due to MAJORITY OF PPL NT GG . heh . lyk WTH . kayy . hmMm ... 4 more days ? tink so , 4 more days fer me to go to BATAM ..... & yeah . mum has start toking . heh . && she bought me dis kind of lyk a dress . bt its nt a dress laaa eh . erm . she showed me & said " nie yg kau nk sgt tuu kn ti ? " den i was lyk smiling to her . den she said the cost of price . den2 . she said go NOKIA service shp ferst to repair her f0n . hah . toking abt her f0n . heh . at ferst we try to send msg bt cannt . abh bile nk g anta repair . f0n da okayy plak . hah . funny ah . niway , den aft go dere . headed baq to ISETAN . at ferst she ferget . den i said "ma , kate nk blikn aju td tuu . heeee " . den she said "kau ni ingat aje " den i was smiling again . hah . sape tk ingat bende mcm gitu kn ... heh ...

niway , wud lyk to wish a HAPY 18TH BDAE TO MY DEAREST KAK SHIMA & 16TH BDAE FAEZA !!!!! & ALSO AN ADVANCE 16TH BDAE TO ASHRAF !!!!! HEH . DA TUE KORG EH ... HEEE . SORIIE YAW .... HEH .
well . let me sing a bdae song fer the three of u aite .

Hapy bdae to u !!!
Hapy bdae to u !!!
Hapy bdae to FAEZA , KAK SHIMA & ASHRAF !!!!
Hapy bdae to u !!!!!!

heh . kayy tats all . bbye .

2008-05-28T18:20:00.005+08:00

its been two days .

& we nvr tok . klau bbual pon bbual kejap jer .

haix . nt oni to me . bt to dad oso . haix . i juz heard frm cuz wad happend yesterday wen dey bought tix fer our trip to batam . & i cant believe it . i shall nt post here on wad happen . all i juz wanna say is tat . seriously , aku tk pecaye de buat gitu . haix . ape laaa nk jd ye . haix . ntah laa eh . yesterday coaching was okayy . hah . hmMm . we did source base qn . bt no nid to pass up . hah . niway . teacher said it wud end at 12.30 fer f&n students . cox the art students gotta go fer their art coaching . heh . bt end up all leaving wif the art students . cikgu pon tk mara . heh . den aft tat while waiting fr art students to finish . faeza & i followed the malay f&n boys go Mc afghan & had our breakfast dere . den bla3 . abt 12.25 left macdonalds & head to sch baq take mira & maz . & off we go to KFC fer our lunch . heh . bt i nvr ate . oni thw two of dem . den saw atiks & her boyfie . awww . swit laaa korg . heee . kayy2 stp . hah . den go popular . as mira wan to buy paint brush . ouh2 i mistaken some1 fer accusing me of nt virgin animore . its wrong person ah . i tot hym . bt another person . heh . org tuu tk bersalah sia . haix ... friday my F&N PRACTICAL EXAM !!!!!!! AH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! den at 2.30 haf maths class ........

2008-05-26T22:27:00.004+08:00

hey . juz nw training was okayyy . & tmrw deyy gg fer their SPEC COURSE .
which is 4 days . take care kayy guyys .. dun show ur attitude kayy . behave wen ure dere .
hmMm . wad was i suposed to say ? haix ........................ ysterday got scolding frm mum cox a fren of mine came late nyt to take malay dictionary ..... bt den aft i said tat he send regards ... tros diam .... haiyo ......... abh td lg best laa seyy ..... i tol her im gg sch tmrw ... den she said ..... " skola..skola... tk abez2 ngan skola ..... haix..... i mean lyk im gg to sch cox i got coaching ... nt as if imgg to sch fer fun sia. ..... pikir ape aku tkde keje nk g skola abh tk uat pape ? .... haix.... ape aku buat sume nye salah .... tk pena betol .... pakal aku anak sorang .... klau aku ade adek bradek ape lg sia .... haiz. ...... kayy ah .... my mood has changed all of sudden .... haiyai .... bt i noe deep inside she still love me tho .... kayy laa .. bbye peeps ! take care yaw ! =D

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aku tk tau knape ..tp aku rase mcm . aku rindu de ............... haix...........

2008-05-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

hey2 .
hw r u ppl ? doing great ? hah .
kayy . juz finished eating grilled doryfish wif pasta !
yum yum ! hee . sedaaap tau . heh . niway juz nw shu accompanied me to RASA 21 to buy foods .
heh . sangg0p kn de . heh . niway . hys juz a fren of mine . MIND U !
heee . hmMm . juz nw dear cuzzie came to pass hys mum & grandmum's passport .
heh . he took a looooooooooooong tym indeed to cum here .
& its reali a LONG TYM !!!! said tat wud b here ard 5 or 6 lyk tat .
gues wad tym he reached my hse ?? heh . 9.20 laa deyy ! haiyo .
lmbt sak . hah . my mum was s0o lyk " mane nie si SALLEH ni ?! tk dtg2 pon !"
den i was lyk saying " heh . ni confem luper nye . da dgn mataer mane ingat nie sume "
hah . bt acherli its true hah . he came here wif hys mataer bt hys mataer was in the car waiting fer hym . huhu . kayy laa . i nid to off the compt nw ! bbye ! take care kayy my dear readers & bloghoppers ! heee . bbye !

2008-05-24T13:35:00.003+08:00

halu ppl !

yesterday PTC was okayy . i got 9 in class !!

yay . hee . TOP 10 sia .

huhu . && i heard yesterday AIN came sia !

terperanjat dok . i mean lyk AIN sia .

hahah . coz its lyk it has been a loooooooooong tym since she came to sch .

hee . MONDAY got TRAINING !!! wee .

&& oso . I WILL & SHALL NOT REGRET WIF MY DECISION !!!

haiz . ltr got madrasah ! hee . aft lyk two weeks of nt gg . due to "sickness" hahah .

okayy sSh . heh . aft tat meeting my fren =) .

tmrw nt sure gg out or nt . haiz .

&& im gg to BATAM in two weeks tym .

huhu . fer 5 days i tink . hah .

hope the trip is nt gg to b bore .

haiz . will b gg wif family , aunt , grandmum & grandmum sis .

i missed my hair . hahah . tuu laaa gatal kn . sape suro g gunting rambot . huhu .

2008-05-23T13:04:00.004+08:00

Ill Never Love Again - Taio Cruz

yesterday was the officially last day of sch fer semester 1 .

hmMm . did ntg much . bla3 . only camwhore during chem lesson .

yesterday was a mendak day ! & tdy got PTC !!

kayy laa . lazy to type more . bbye .

ouh ya . the above song dedicated to one of my x . that i reali lurf & miz . =)

2008-05-21T21:14:00.003+08:00

ouh no . i simply cant control my tears nw .
its gonna drop any s00n .
haiz . before i ferget HAPY BDAE TO MY DEAREST AMIRA !! TNX FER LISTENING TO MY SORROWS AND TNX FER BEING DERE FER ME !!! =D
i simply cant understand anyone right nw . i dunnoe its juz me or dem . haiz .
seriously . i dunnoe wad to say nw . all i noe . i feel lyk crying nw .
haiz . ntah laa eh .

2008-05-19T21:18:00.003+08:00

hey yaw . last saturday went to wild wild wet wif family & cuz .

fun or wad ? hee . da lamer seyy tk g . hee .

i like the ular-lah ride . gerek laa seyy .

huhu . hmMm . ystdy went to cut my hair ! again .

huhu . short laa seyy . i mean reali short . hahah .

bt still . nice . hee . hmMm . tink juz stp here .

let me juz write u my fav song aite .

its malay song btw . hee .

kayy go . hahah . *burp* . 0ops . huhu . kenyang ah . hee .

Berikanlah jawapan

huraikanlah simpulan

biar tenang jiwaku

setelah kasih lama berlalu

tidak mungkin kulupa

perjanjian kita

di bawah rumpun rambu

dikala bulan sedang beradu

oh..oh..

mengapa terjadi perpisahan ini

dikala asmara melebar sayapnya

mengapa kau pergi disaat begini

dikala hatiku terlukis namamu

kalau memang tiada jodoh

apalagi nak ku heboh

aku malu pada teman

pada semua ....

chorus:

rindu... rindu serindu rindunya ....

namun engkau tak mengerti ...

pilu... pilu sepilu pilunya ...

namun engkau tak peduli ..

malu... semalu malunya...

namun apa daya .. orang tak sudi ...

mahu... semahu mahunya. .....

namun apa daya .... orang dah benci ...

[repeat * & chorus ]

berikanlah jawapan

huraikanlah simpulan

biar tenang jiwaku

aku perlu ......

2008-05-15T21:18:00.003+08:00

heylow . kayy tdy got all my results oreadi . gues wad !

i FAILED one sub oni ! i myself oso cant believe it . i tot it was gonna b two bt oni one .

great or wad ? fer once sia . hee .

shall nt tell ya the marks bt will juz let u n0e the grades aite . =)

ENGLISH : B4
MATHEMATICS : B3
MOTHER TONGUE : A2
COMBINE SCIENCE : C5
COMBINE HUMANITIES : U
FOOD & NUTRITION : B3

GD huh ? yeah . i myself oso cant believe it . tdy ferst period was physics .

& we got our ppr juz tdy . i tot i wud fail . & yes i did.

bt . last period was chem . & tot oso tat i wud fail .

bt . NO ! im lyk . so hapy gitu kn .

so haf to do lyk dis again fer bof prelims & 'N' level ya !

aku bnyk mkn sia nowadays ! haish .
& ouh ya . ppl soriie fer those hu i nvr link .
cox chnge blogskin & i ACCIDENTALLY DELETE the links !
haish . do tag & leave me ur links kayy !

ouh . nw im stuck to colbie cailat song ; realized !
uh-huh . yeah . hee . ive made two new frens ! yay !
huhu . i lyk the song realized ! hee .
&& any1 wanna watch movie wif me ?
any movie will do . hee . tk cerewet .

& im still coughing laa seyy . haish .
tuu laa yati . sape suro minum air batu [air sejuk] bnyk2 .
kn da batok . hee . & i havent cut my finger nails !
my mum is s0o0o gonna b mad at me if she found out . hahah .
okayy laa . adious ppl !

IM IN LOVE WIF DANIAL ASHRIQ !!!! HUHU .
IN FACT IM OBSSESSED WIF HYM !!!! HEEE .

2008-05-13T17:36:00.003+08:00

hey yaw . hmMm . well . three sub results was out ! & left wif 5 sub ? yeah .

MT , blom lg dpt . COMBINE SCI , blom dpt jgk . F&N ngan HISTORY , pn blom .

& im s0o HAPY bt yet nt SATISFIED wif my S.S. marks .

huhu . well . shall nt say my marks here till i got all aite .

aniway . juz give u hint laa huh . i got the highest fer my maths ppr 1 . hee .

i oso cant believe tat i was the highest . cn u imagine ?

FER THE FERST TYM IN MY UPPER SEC . I PASSED MY S.S. & MATHS !

huhu . well . nt trying to b boastful here . haiz .

im bored ! hee . well . aft sch went to haf lunch at KFC again wif mira & maz .

den went to TM . walk2 .den go hme . hee . im lazy to talk more . hee .

chaoz ! bbye . =)

2008-05-10T20:46:00.003+08:00

[ AYAT-AYAT CINTA ]

Desir pasir di padang tandus

Segersang pemikiran hati

Terkisah ku di antara

Cinta yang rumit

Bila keyakinan ku datang

Kasih bukan sekadar cinta

Pengorbanan cinta yang agung

Ku pertaruhkan

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cinta ku padamu

Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh

Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama

Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta

Ketika ku bersujud

Bila keyakinanku datang
Kasih bukan sekadar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Ku pertaruhkan

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cinta ku padamu

Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud
Ketika ku bersujud

2008-05-10T20:23:00.004+08:00

didnt went to madrasah tdy as i was sick !

huhu . saket pe yati . saket bleh kuar pe .

hee . actuali i was reali sick . bt den got kamaliah's bdae pit .

den decided to go . hmMm . met amira & wan at century sq .

searching fer wad to buy fer her . den . saw dis black watch .

tot of buying fer her . bt . nah . i change my mind .

bt instead i bought it fer myself . hee .

s0o . we bought fer her bracelet . the plastic kind of bracelet .

dunnoe laa hw to xplain . hee . den went to small mc to wait fer nisa .

bla3 . reached pasir ris & tot of waiting fer ridhwan . bt hys late .

so he asked us to go ferst . bla3 .

i cn said tat kamaliah's bdae was fun wif the kecoh-ness of her pham .

bla3 . huhu . wont elaborate more . hee . mlz ah nk cite panjang2 . huhu .

soriie yaw .

ouh2 . remmber abt my fren tat went to prison due to fight in the army ??
nt actuali prison . D.B i tink tats wad dey called . aniway .

HYS FINALLY OUT !!!!!!!!!! yay !!! I MIS HYM THO !!!!

huhu . it has been two mths since we last tok & meet . hee .

lastly , to all mothers HAPY MOTHER'S DAY !!! huhu .

YAN[ SUFIAN . ex-lys . ] bdae is approaching !!! hee .

2008-05-09T22:19:00.004+08:00

tdy went out wif maz to watch wan , mat & their frens jamming .
hee . i cn say tat their frens r frenly .
bt one of dem is lyk s0o arrogant laa kn .
da laa tk senyum . ckp hi pon tk .
haish . abh ade org ckp aku knl2 ngan de . haish .
den dere's dis one guy simply & totally looked lyk FITRI .
ketinggian -nye dan ke-irritatingnye same sebijik .
bt hys sec2 . yeah . & the drummer of the band . hee .
while waiting fer their band to played .
me & maz played snake & ladder , tic-tac toe & old maid .
hah . bt we dun even noe hw to play old maid ! hahah .
nt tat we dunnoe laa . bt da luper . hee .
den wen its their tym . we went in & dey played very well .

aft tat me & maz wen hme . while the rest go lepak at the blk in front .
den2 . something funny happend . hahah .
i dunnoe y . bt im confused ! haish .

i got to admit . i do flirt wen ure in NS .
bt . i oni treat dem as frens . ntg more .
sometyms i feel lyk breaking up wif u .
bt hati ini terase berat untk buat sedemikian .
cox the fact is I STILL LOVE U !!!
haish .
hope it will end b4 our three mth ya.

2008-05-08T17:55:00.005+08:00

yay ! finally exams r over !

& tmrw nvr sch ! ... monday oso nvr sch !

gerek or wad . hee . aniway , had f&n paper juz nw .

the ppr was okayy laa . if u study . cn pass . if nvr study . fail .

hee . aft the ppr went to haf breakfast wif faeza , sudha & aisyah .

we sit & tok2 . & list down the names of guys hus hawt & hensem . hee .

actuali at the same tym we were waiting fer d art students to finish .

which was at 11 .

den aft tat . went hme & change .

& went out wif father to watch movie again !

hee . we watched AYAT -AYAT CINTA .

the story was sad .

& overall its gd . i love the story . feel lyk wanna watched again ! =D

ouh2 . my new fon has arrived ! wee . huhu .

&& ystrdy me & maz saw DANIAL ASHRIQ [ is tat hys correct name ?] hee .

well aniway . those hu dunnoe . he was the one tat act in police & thief .

the HAWT guy ! hee .

& he is reali indeed HAWT & HENSEM guy !!!!!!!

huhu . & a HAPY 15 BDAE TO DIS GUY . FIRDAUS !!! hee . may all ur wishes cum true & do make the right choice of ur life ! hee . =D

2008-05-05T17:21:00.004+08:00

heylow .

hmMm . well .

lets summarise wad ive done dis past few days aite .

last friday was SOCIAL STUDIES & MALAY PAPER 2 !

done wif malay papers !

well . overall bof papers were okayy laa ... especially social studies source base ..

it was on MAS SELAMAT !! . hee .

wen comes to essay part ... it was okayy .. hee ..

den ... aft bof paper finish .. me, maz & mira went KFC to haf our lunch ..

at dere .. saw atikah & her fren(wont say hu) .... den saw haslinah ? ... den wany ...

aft KFC headed to popular .. looking fer something .. bt at the end nvr buy ..

hee ... den at popular saw someone hu i HATE most in my lyf ....

makin gemok sak .... hee ... soriie ... bt its true ... hys growing fat ....

at nyt watched moviie wif father ...

huhu ... watched IRON MAN !!! it was okayy ... i gave it a 9/10 ... heee....

den saturday .. ntg much ... morning had breakfast at geylang dere ...

HAR YASSIN RESTAURANT ... all tym favourite prata stall ... heee ...

den bought three CD's at muzika rekod .... one each(me , mum and father) ... hee ...

den at 330 got my normal routine of saturday .. RELIGIOUS CLASS !!

at nyt study ...huhu ..

yestrdy ... normal routine of sunday in the morning ... go mosque ....

den ... supposingly at 3 haf tuition .. bt due to me coming hme late ... tuition was at 330 ....

den bla3 .... continue study ....

& tdy had MATHS PAPER 1 & ENGLISH PAPER 2....

the maths paper was quite easy tho ... heee ....

done wif english papers !!!!! .... weee ...

tmrw haf bof chem & physics paper !!!!!!!!!!!! ....

alot of chapters nod to revise ....

wednesday .. MATHS PAPER 2 & HISTORY !!!!!!!!!!!!...

nie lagi ... history cume phm sikit jer laa seyy .... haish ....

& finally thurs ... the last day of exam ... F&N ... !!!!!!!!!!!!

haish .....

hopefully i pass four subjects !!! ....

& MS SITI WE WILL MISS YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heee...

HAPY ADVANCE BDAE TO KAMALIAH !!!!!!!!! =)

I WISH U HAPYNESS AITE !!!! & MAY UR WISH CUM TRUE TOO .. =))

accept my fergiveness will ya ??

haish ...

& samir ... talk to me laaa .......haish ... kau tk bbual ngan aku... mcm senyap gitu ...

i miss ur lame jokes & laughter ... !!!!!!

2008-04-30T18:26:00.005+08:00

heyy . im baq fer awhile .
hmMm .

aniway . juz wanna post dis two pics .

which was supposed to b posted few weeks ago ?

ya .

hee .

she didnt online .

bt i took it frm her blog .

hee .

so ya .

here it is .

me wearing blazer [sp?] =)

2008-04-30T17:06:00.003+08:00

HALU2 !
juz nw had eng paper 1 & malay paper 2 !
it was quite easy laa .
wont say anything long .
as my mum will b hme anytym .
hmMm the above pic sux .

i noe .

huhu .

bt atleast i oreadi nw hw to lyk tat kayy !

hee .

kayy wanna study S.S. !

huhu .

ouh .

b4 i ferget .

the month of MAY is coming !!!!

weeeee !!!!

hee .

& the new handphone is arriving !!!!!!!!!!!

huhu .

& also someone's bdae !

hee .

tmrw is holiday !

bt i got tuition !

& nid to study !

yeah !

kayy laa .

i oreadi hear the sound of gate open .

which means my mommy is baq !

heee .

bbye & GD LUCK TO ALL !

2008-04-29T17:58:00.002+08:00

Bila hatimu bersedih

diriku yang engkau cari

mengapa pula kepada ku

sedangkn engkau ada si dia itu.

Bila hatimu gembira

diriku kini engkau lupa

engkau takut dengan dia

walaupun engkau di kecewakan.

Engkau selalu berangan-angan

untuk menjadi puteri kayangan

dengan caramu dan juga sikapmu

kau lupa kn saja.

Berulang kali aku nasihatmu

engkau anggap itu semua debu

aku berfikir bagaimanalah akannya

cinta dirimu berdua.

ohh sayangnya.

aku kuatir jauh disana

agar engkau tk di apa-apa

bukan setakat juahnya mencinta

tetapi aku di lamun cinta.

2008-04-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

ystdy went to watch the boys played fer their finals .
& dey were indeed did a great job .
dey were trying to fight fer the ferst position .
the Changkat Changi oso did a great job too .
dey won our sch by 2-1 .
klau tk i tink we won or either draw .
& i saw my ex pri sch mate !
the twins ! SHAFIQ & TAUFIQ !!!!!
huhu .
makin hawt sia .
heee .
our sch was very enthu .
got alot of supporters[sp?]
whereas the Changkat Changi dun haf supporters .
hee . bt dey stil won u noe .
hmMm .

aniway .
ystdy nyt was thinking thru abt my past wif all my x .
hmMm .
all the thinking made me burst into tears .
huhu .
coz .
i juz realised tat .
out of all my x . only one of my x tat i stil love & cant ferget til nw .
altho he was the one hu hurt me .
my feelings i mean .
even we were together nt less den a mth .
our memories r the sweetest .
& i cant ferget dem .

aniway .
no worries .
im doing fine aite .
study com ferst !
hee .
juz nw at sch had a shuttle run .
my timing was 12.5 .
nt bad huh .
hee .
today was the last training fer the ncc boys nco's .
its kinda sad to c dem p.o.p. earlier den us .
haiz .

kayy laa .
bbye .
will update soon again .

lastly , GD JOB GUYS !!!!! hee .

2008-04-22T20:55:00.005+08:00

AKU TK NK MASOK CAMPOR LIAO .
HUHU .
I PASSED MY MATHS TEST !!!! YAY !!!
GOT 19/20 !!!!
THE HIGHEST IN CLASS !!!
CONGRATS TO ME !!!!
HEE .
NT ONI ME BT HYDHER TOO GOT THE SAME MARK AS ME !!!
CHEY2 !! HEEE . =D
HAPY LAA SEYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEEE .
& SA1 IS NEXT WK YAW !!! huhu .

juz finished browsing thru imeem.com
& i listen to one of the paramore song .
which is ' that's what u get '
i was hapily listening to the song .
abh skali sparoh jln lagu jam daa .
hahah .
all the way till the song ends plak tuu .
huhu .

hmMmM...
today sch was okayy .
juz tat .
MOODY cn strikes baq anytym !
huhu .
actuali i oso dunnoe y out of sudden im moody .
it was aft maths lesson wen i startd to feel moody .
haish . ntah laa ye .
hee .

thursday watching the guys play takraw .
it is their final ! & dey versus CCSS !
& our sch all the sec 1's r gg ! .
semangat kebabian babe !
huhu .
aniway . GD LUCK GUYS !!!!! =D

I LOVE MY BESTIE MAZIANA MAHAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEEEEE .

[[ 4 MINUTES ]]

Im out of time and all i got is 4 minutes.. 4 minutes hey(x8)

Ha ha

Yeah

Ha ha
Breakdown come on

Hey
Uh
Come on
Madonna

Madonna:

Come on boy I've been waiting for somebody to pick up my stroll

Justin:

Well don't waste time, give me a sign, tell me how you wanna roll

Madonna:

I want somebody to speed it up for me then take it down slow
There's enough room for both

Justin:
Girl I can hit it back just gotta show me where it's at
Are you ready to go? (Are you ready to go?)

Madonna and Justin:
If you want it
Ya already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want

If you feel it

It must be real just

Say the word and
I'ma give you what you want

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating Grab a boy

Justin:
Go grab a girl

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating

Justin:
We only got four minutes huh four minutes
So keep it up keep it up
Don't be a pri(hey)ma donna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Justin:
That's right keep it up keep it up
Don't be a prima donna
Madonna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock
Sometimes I think what I need is a you intervention
Yeah

Justin:
And I know I can tell that you like it and that it's good
By the way that you move
Ohhh hey

Madonna:
The road to hell is paved with good intentions
Yeah

Justin:
But if I die tonight at least I can say I did what I wanted to do
Tell me how 'bout you?

Madonna and Justin:
If you want it
Ya already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want

If you feel it
It must be real just
Say the word and
I'ma give you what you want

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating
Grab a boy

Justin:
Go grab your girl

Madonna:
Time is waiting

Justin:
We only got four minutes to save the world

Madonna:
No hesitating

Justin:
We only got four minutes huh four minutes
So keep it up keep it up
Don't be a pri(hey)ma donna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Justin:
That's right keep it up keep it up
Don't be a pri(hey)ma donna

Madonna:
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Timbaland:
Breakdown
Yeah

Madonna:
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Timbaland:
Yeah uh

Madonna:
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

Timbaland:
I've only got four minutes.. to save the world

kayy bbye peeps !

watching zero downpayment nw !

hee .

2008-04-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

NO MORE SITTING UNDER VOID DECK PPL !

TYM TO STUDY ! =D

& FOCUS !

2008-04-20T20:26:00.005+08:00

i dunnoe y bt i cant help it .

i think im still having feelings towards u ..

eventho i tried to ferget u & regard u as fren ..

i still remmber u & haf dis same feelings which i haf b4 ...

u sit near my class during assembly ..

i tried nt to look at u bt ..

my eyes juz cant stp looking at u ...

i tried nt to think abt u ..

bt ...

i juz cant stp thinking of ur whereabts & health care ..

sometimes im juz worried abt ur o level wen i myself is sitting fer n level dis yr ..

haish ..

bt im juz lucky tat i cn cope wif my werks all ..

i noe its kind of crap ...

bt the thing is i juz cant stp thinking of u every now & den ! ...

haiyoyo ! ...

hee ...

SAPE2 YG TAU AKU NYE POST NIE CKP PASL SAPE ...

JUZ KIP QUIET KAYY !!

DOES HU DOESNT NOE.. DONT BOTHER TO ASK ME ...

EVEN IF U ASK I WONT BOTHER TO ANS IT AITE...

aniway ...

hmMm..

asl semlm & hari nie bnyk laki HAWT & HENSEM ah ?

haish ...

mane2 aku g ade laki hawt & hensem ...

heee ....

aniway ..

i reali2 nid to focus on my studies no matter wad ...

n level is juz only 4 mths away ...

im scared ..

huhu ...

speech day was okayy ..

i got two plaque !

yay .. hee...

here's the pic of my plaque ! hee .

COLORS AWARD !!

TOP IN MALAY KE PE .. HEE

ME WIF THE PLAQUE !

kayy laa bbye .. !! =D

2008-04-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

today's practical exam was great . !

didnt expect to finish earlier den 2 hrs tho ..

hee ...

aniway .... i cooked hashbrown fritata .. which somehow looks lyk a hashbrown tat has been wrap wif ana omelete .... & a steamed chicken meatballs .....

the hashbrown was nice & the steamed chicken ? i think it is oso nice .. cox i havent taste yet ...

yesterday oso had a practical ... the one tat i said ive to wait fer the food to cook ...

yeah ... the food is something silver dory ...

the overall of the appearance of my food yesterday was so0o0o lyk ... mcm if u see nk muntah gitu .... hee ...

even my frens oso dun dare to eat ....

so0o0o i juz ate aft sch ... & gues wad ... part of the fish was stil uncooked !! hahahah ....

naseb cikgu tk taste pat situ sak ...

heee ....

kay ...enuf fer today's practical aite ...

hmMmM... nw let me tell u a story abt dis gerl kayy ... mind u its nt abt anybody .. i juz make up dis story aite ... bt if u tink tat the story is abt me ... den think again yaw !!

so here it goes ...

dis gerl was the only child juz lyk me in the family ... she was s0o0o0o manja wif her parents ...

everthing tat she wants she gets ... irregardless of the price ... [ dis was so0o0o unlyk me aite ]

she had alot of ex-boyfrens ... as she was the kind hu lyk to haf scandal all the tym wen she is in relationshp ... she is nw stil wif her current bf ... bt it seems tat she wasnt tat hapy wif hym ..

her previous ex-boyfrens were all frm the same sch as her ... except fer 3 & the current one was frm ITE & POLY .... as u cn tell frm the above .. she is quite pretty laa kn... sebab tuu ade bnyk ex ... den ... the reason y she is nt hapy wif her current bf was .. tat everytym wen dey met .. the guy wud ask the gerl something tat she has stp doing it eversince she was wif dis ITE guy ... & gues wad he asked frm her ? he asked .. " cn i haf sex wif u some other tym ? bt fer nw u juz blowjob me & we juz kissed kayy ?" & gues wad she reply ? " SEX ?!?!?! R U MAD ??!!! I DUN WAN TO GET PREGNANT !!!! " so aft shouting at hym the gerl juz walked off & went hme .. leaving the guy alone ... tat was actuali the 2nd tym the guy asked frm her ... the ferst tym ... she oso walked off frm tat guy ... she is nw 1 yr 1 mth wif tat guy ... & all the did was juz oni kissing all the tym ... nt more den tat .... den came one night ... wen the gerl was having a chalet at DOWNTOWN to celebrate her bdae ... wifout her parents dere ... her bf came ... wen the nyt as come ... he put a drug in her drink wifout her knowing or anybody dere .... wen everyone were ahving fun at the ferst story ... her bf took her to the room at the 2nd floor ... wen she suddenly fainted aft drinking the water ... he put her on the bed & locked the door ... den ... slowly he opened her clothes .. she was actuali nt fainted ... she juz pretending .. as she oreadi knew abt the drug thingy .. wen one of her fren saw hym putting it in her drink frm far .... wen he was opening her clothes ... she opened her eyes & slapped hym at the face & shouted fer help .... she quickly wear her clothes baq & ran down to find her frens .... she was so0o angry tat she asked fer break which made her bf regret of his doings ... she chased hym out frm her chalet & tol hym tat she nvr wans to see hys face again ..... few mths ltr .. she found a new guy ... & dis guy was one of her ex frm her sch & dey got baq together ... dey haf been together fer abt two mths ... & her in her new & fresh relationshp ... she nvr had scandal anymore ..... untill nw she is still a virgin !

i remmber frm the sexuality workshop the other day ... DUN GIVE AWAY UR VIRGINITY AT AN EARLY AGE .... GIVING AWAY UR VIRGINITY AWAY IS OSO THE SAME AS U GIVING HYM EVERTHING TAT U HAF .....

i noe the story is kinda of merepek ... im bored ... wad to do ... so0o0o ... once again dis story does not haf any realted to me aite ...

& lastly ... ape gune nye kau mintk maaf ngan aku bile hari raye kelmarin abh kau uat lg ? ?kau nk kite berkwn semule mcm dulu .. bbual mcm dulu ... tp ... skrg ni kau ckp bile aku bbual ngan kau aku uat muke .... ape maksud kau sak .. bile mase aku uat muke .... da aku kate aku tkleh clique ngan kau tat much ... & da muke aku mcm gini .. ape kau nk uat .. ape sak yg kau ckp aku uat muke ... haish ... kau ckp aku .. abh kau ? bile aku bbual ngan kau ... kau pon uat muke pe .... haish .... ntAh laa eh .. aku pon tk phm kau laa eh ..... asl kn kau bahagie sudah laa eh ... haish .... malaz aku nk pk pasl bende ni sume. ....

TMRW IS SPEECH DAY !!!

GOT MATHS & PHYSICS TEST OSO !!!!

YAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BSK DPT AWARD LAA SEYY ... heee.... two sommore .... heeeheee.....

kayy gudbye fer nw !! =D

IMY BADLY LAAA SEYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-16T23:36:00.003+08:00

haluu ...

heee ....

haish ...

IMH LAA ..............

hmMmM .....

bile nk jmpe ye ??

haish ....

one more day to go and im ready fer my practical exam !!!

yay !!

wish me luck ya .. !!

hee ...

today sch was okayy ...

bt ..

i skip malay lesson ....

hee ....

bkn bdk jahat eh ...

i nid to wait fer my food to cook ...

den ..

by the tym the food was cooked ..

the bell goes ..

& off to recess ...

hee ....

den during recess ...

do hist ..

hee ...

bt 4 para ...

den wen hist period nvr pass up ..

heehee...

lg skali bkn bdk jahat eh ...

juz tat nk kene uat partner ...

den i decided to partner wif shu hui laa ...

coz she dun haf partner ...

hmMmM...

den aft sch @ 330 got so called coaching wif the part c's ..

den2 ....

gerek jgk ah ...

dere's fun part ...

hee ....

den2 ...

go bubble tea shp wif dem ...

& think of whether wan to eat or nt ...

hee ....

nt diet laa ...

bt wan to save money u noe ...

hee ...

den2 ....

aku majok ngan naushad ...

coz he called me something ...

which i dun lyk ....

hmph ...

den2 ..

yoga ask me to accompany hym go tamp library to return hys bks ...

den otw dere ..

we tok2 ...

den ...

aft tat we went on our separate ways .....

den at hme ..

sempat sia aku tdo jap ..

heee ....

den @ 745 was awaken by mum's voice i think ...

asking me to bathe ...

den i go bathe ..

den aft tat ..

read nwspprs den...

watch tv ...

den .... brape bnyk den daaaaa ..... heee .... aniway .. aft watching tv on compt ...

till dis tym ..

heee ...

& gues wad ...

i havent done my eng & phy hwk !!!

baek pe ...

heee ...

tk laa ... actuali da uat tinggal sikit jer ....

heee ......

& i reali dun understand abit of HISTORY !!!

I NID HELP IN MY HISTORY & PHYSICS PLS !!!!!!!!!!!

OH DAMN ... TALKING ABT PHYSICS ... DIS FRIDAY GOT TEST !!!!!!!!!!!

URGH !!!! NID TO REVISE !!!

DEN ON MONDAY GOT CHEM TEST SOMMORE !!!

haish ....

kae laa...

bbye ...

lamer sia aku pkai laptop nie... !!!!

heeeee ....... =D

take care ppl !!!

p/s : U R STILL IN MY HEART NO MATTER WAD !!!! <3

2008-04-15T22:08:00.012+08:00

soriie . .

i change my blogskin again yaw ! hee ....

boriing ah ...

heee ....

aniway ...

today sch was okayy ...

im tired ... got speech rehearsal laa ...
haish ....

thursday is my f&n practical exam !!!!!

heeee ...............

my leg pain ah .....
cn someone massage fer me ???

heeeee..............

tk malu nye akuu ..............

hahah.................

today i dunnoe y bt aft i had a meal im hungry again !!!!
urgh !!!!!!!!

amira was super crazeeeeeeeeeeeeee ..........

juz ryt aft speech day rehearsal ...

we were sitting at bubble tea shp opp sch ...
actuali it startd wen aqilah trying to cheer her up frm the ignorance of ppl ....

huhu ....
den she went hyper giler babi laaa sia ...
mcm org giler...
actuali ive recorded the video ..

bt den she snatched my cam away & deleted it !!!!!!!!!!!!

damn u !!!!!!!

hahah....

here's the continuation of yesterday's pic ...

two are today pics ...

before tat ... IMY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * big smile *

MIRA MUKE MAINTAIN EH !! HUHU ....

DOES HE LOOK LYK ALIFF AZIZ ??!!

SAPE AJE TUU KAT BLAKANG TAU ... HUHU ..

& im "TALL" !!! HEEEEE ....

2008-04-14T21:58:00.005+08:00

i change blgoskin again !

wee ....

hee ...

aniway ..

today sch was okayy ...

wont update much today ...

ouh yaa .

went to food culture to haf lunch wif mira , maz & cyril .

den aft eat ....

go to the 2nd floor toilet ...

heee ....

u guys wont believe ...

hw long we took to b in da toilet ......

hahahah .....

bout ...

2 hrs ?..

heee ....

we were taking pics laa deyy .....

heheh .....

here's the random pics aite ....

kayy daa ...

bsk sambong kayy ..

klau ade tym laa ...

hee ....

2008-04-11T23:10:00.002+08:00

im so0o0o tired laa seyy .
juz nw had a ful dress rehearsal .
& today my fren go NS oreadi liow .
boohoo .
hee .
im still waiting fer aida to online actuali .
i wan my pics !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
huhu .
*yawning*

juz nw lepak jap den my freaking despo cuz arrived .
the moment he came i shout BOTAK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
heeee .
he look hensem tho wen hys botak .
huhu .
aniway .
saw someone hawt who used to b in our sch juz nw .
hawt giler laa seyy .
makin hawt lg ade .
hee .
kayy laa .
im sleepy .
bbye !

2008-04-10T20:01:00.004+08:00

had a make up sexuality talk juz nw in sch .
which the actual date was on the ferst wk of jan .
long i noe . hah .
aniway . dis talk reali meaningful & make me realised things .
well . shall nt elaborate more here .

today . nvr study . hahah .
ala lg pon got to noe tat my maths teacher nvr cum .
we [ me, nisa, aida, nury, pamela, amirul & jun xian] went to my pri sch to promote our sec sch .
ouh the sch was TAMPINES NORTH PRI . =D
which was lyk a few metres away frm our sch .
hee . we went dere as it was a 'know ur secondary sch day' at dere .
met my old teacher's .
& dey still remmber us [me,nury & jun xian] !
aww . hw swit ! hee .
& one of my teacher asked us to b part of the alumni . =D
& its my ferst tym wearing a blazer[sp?] !
hapy sia aku .
hee .
i look lyk an office gerl wen wearing a blazer .
lg2 ngan white shirt kat dlm kn .
chey !
hah .
den saw SAMIR's sister .
frm other sch i mean . junyuan sec .
she is so0o0o unlyk SAMIR .
she looks decent whereas her bro is the opposite .
hah .
& she got SAMIR's sec 1 face !
hahah .
de cuteness is dere .
hahah . kate adk bradek kn .

hmMmM . . .
tmrw is 11 !
& hys gg off tmrw at 0830 hrs .
haish .
sunday is hys bdae !
baek pe .
celebrate bdae pat camp .
hah .
all the best laa eh .

aniway
last two days i was having fun wif my two lovely gerls !
dey made me laugh olways .
we went to the army shp den go eat mcdonalds .
den aft tat went baq to sch area dere .
ferst we plan to go hme .
bt den on our way to our sch dere it startd to rain .
den we decided to sit under the void deck fer awhile .
kite nye fer awhile dua jam laa seyy .
hah . we do some stoopid tings dere .
& played pepsi cola . pri sch game !
hah . we were bored at tat point of tym .
bla3 . rain stpped fer awhile .
& we off to home .
dey reali made my day full of happiness ! =D

well .
i dun reali haf the mood to blog today actuali .
hah . tkde mood ke pe .
update peyy panjang .
hah .
kayy laa .
i'll juz show u the pics aite . =D
bt wait .
some of the pics r nt wif me !
damn !
AIDA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ONLINE CN ??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hee . AKU NK GAMBAR LAA..................................
heee .

2008-04-07T21:37:00.002+08:00

heyy yaw .
today sch was super crazeeeeeeeeee .
sape lg kn yg spread the virus of hyper .
AMIRA LAA .
hee .
bt .
i tink it has been a long tym since i last laugh lyk dis .
heh .
yelaa .
selame nie kn aku asyik bersedih je .
hee .

tp serious sia .
td pat skola aku bleh jd giler sia .
especially pat CHEM period .
MIRA reali made me go high sia .
she's reali lyk gg mad .
smpikn kene marah ngan cyril .
hahah .
den aft sch .
me & mira kip disturbing ppl .
hahah .
kes da tkde keje ape nk uat kn .
hee .

i noticed tat something is wrong wif hym .
lyk reali sia .
hys lyk acting lyk a drug addict .
hahah .
soriie .
bt no offence yaw .
hee .
haish .
4 more days to go .
& hys[another fren of mine . hee] gone .

u guys might b noticing tat my post all got dis person name 'he' ryt ?
actuali .
i dun wan to write his name here .
coz i dun wan ppl to noe laa kn .
hee .
& tkmo kpo kayy nk tau sape .
hee .
unless if i tel u hu isit .
kayy .
hee .
den during chem period oso .
wen aji & ary arrived to the class .
we all went "AJI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPY BDAE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "
den goes the bdae song tat was sang by ATIN & KHALEEDA .
wif the background music by ASHRAF hitting the table .
hee .
bt its kinda swit laa .
once again i wud lyk to wish RAJA MUHD FAEEZE BIN RAJA ZAINAL ABIDIN a hapy 16th bdae !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-06T22:42:00.003+08:00

hey . finally cn browse thru imeem.com ! hee .

kayy . so . today was okayy laa .

ntg much happened .

juz tat its a normal day fer me .

i mean its lyk wad i did every sunday .

do njoy the songs ya .

& i soOo lyk dis blogskin !

hee .

haish .

today is the 6th of april .

5 more days to go .

& off he [my fren] go to NS .

haish .

no more late nyt calls & SMSes ya .

aniway .

do take care ya !

& today is oso GHAZALI'S BDAE !

& oso a one yr death anni of PUNITHAN & SENTHIL .

[was it today or yesterday ?]

i missed u guys !

well . life stil has to go on ya .

ouh gosh . i s0o0 missed PUNI's jokes . hah .

memory of hym is still remmebered by us . hys classmates . =)

lastly . i made new frens again !

wow !

hee .

its juz nice to haf new frens .

bt tat doesnt mean i ferget bout my old frens ya .

no . no . i will nt & i shall nt ferget abt dem . =)

even the ones tat i used to b closed wif .

eventho we're nt as closed as we were .

i shall nvr ferget our frenship fer the past 3 yrs ya.

currently im reading the book tat ive always wanted to read !

HARRY POTTER & THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE !

hee .

2008-04-05T22:52:00.004+08:00

ive changed my blogskin again ! yay !
well . i kind of think tat my previous blogskin was some sort of bring ppl headache ?
hee . coz got my pics at the back ground .
aniway . dsi new blogskin is kinda cute tho .
heh .

wad the hell is wrong wif imeem ?
i cannt browse thru any songs sia .
haish .
aniway . soriie bout yesterday post aite .
was kinda pissed off wif someone .
wont say it hu i was pissed at & y i was pissed .
no one noes y .
so dun bother asking me kay .
coz i dun lyk to tink abt the past .

& i stil remmber wad ive learnt in ADAM KHOO WORKSHP tat tym .

PAST DOES NT EQUAL TO FUTURE !

LASTLY , HAPY 16TH BDAE TO FITRI ! !

& AN ADVANCE 16TH BDAE TO BOF

GHAZALI [6/4] & AJI [7/4] ! ! !

2008-04-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

IM SOO FUCKING DAMN PISSED OFF ! ! !

WTF !!